Thoughts and Us
Thoughts and Us
Some dimensions
regarding how we tend to think about situations around us. This is an attempt
to portray the potential of our thoughts and the Reality (or the perception of
existence) that our thoughts generate....
- Any thought can be treated as ‘Real’ at a given point of time and any thought is not absolute – The two observations seem contradictory at first and it is only recent that I have concluded the essential nature of our thoughts in life. The nature of the thought in a given instant governs our feelings, desires, aspirations, projections at that very instant. If we choose to cling onto a set of thoughts – they tend to build a particular perception or a habit or a belief or a character regarding us. Depending on what we choose to think (as a series of thoughts), we generate action and have to face the consequence. This cycle of thought and action is never ending. The series of thoughts take us from one mood to another; from one shore to another; from one river bank to another; from one landscape to another....we keep moving in a direction (which I tend to visualize as NOT necessarily linear but in a multi dimensional grid of space), where all kinds of movements may happen – forward; backward; sideways; diagonal; upwards; downwards and so on. Essentially, our thoughts generate not a linear perception of life, but they have the capacity to generate any perception based on how we choose to set a direction! Thus, we can’t cling onto any thought. Since that is the case, we can’t cling on to any situation or an experience or a feeling or emotion or a memory – thoughts change and so do we. Therefore, no thought remains static and therefore it is not absolute. But that does not mean that we do not believe a particular thought occurring in a given instant. The control and choice is upto us. This also means that almost everything you know of – is NOT going to last forever. This is one the hardest facts to accept. It also challenges the notion of a ‘static reinforced identity’. And it offers a fresh perspective of an evolving identity – which is extremely malleable and porous. In its purest form, (it is believed by Seers) that there is no ‘individual identity’ but only ‘universal consciousnesses’! We are all heading towards that realization – sooner or later. In practical terms, it also means that one can change one’s personality deliberately or our personality changes automatically too, if we are not conscious of it. We can turn into angel, if we try and we can stoop down to disparaging levels of character, if we do not control ourselves. We can be Gods and turn into Devils and vice versa. Thus the person you see in front of you – is he real or is he temporal? The person is real as well as temporal – depending on what frame of time you choose to consider.
- The control and choice of thoughts is upto us – Is it always? Not necessarily. Any life form generates a movement – from birth to death. This movement is accompanied by a push factor in our minds. Our mind + body undergo this feeling of forward push from birth to its evolution to ‘death’ (although death is not a correct word to be used here). This push is also the result of growing age and gender. Essentially it is about the need to survive – a notion created by our thoughts bounded by a finite existence (because of a body). The need to survive is the greatest generator of a billion series of thoughts. And we again come to point no. 01 for choosing to direct the thoughts in some direction.
- Composition of thoughts – All thoughts include a notion of past, present and future. Correspondingly it means a notion of memory; existential conflict; and aspiration (or liberation). By memory, we mean our experiences, condensed emotions and feelings, associations, culture, history, community, society – they hint what we choose to hold on to; they hint about our values (despite changing circumstances); they hint the likely direction that we may take in the future; they hint regarding our tendencies. Existential conflict means a tussle between what we think should be ideally existing and the contradictory situation that we must deal with. The aspiration is a desire to make the situation perfect or better or stable or ideal. It may be realized eventually, that we create such situations for ourselves.
- Tendency – According to me, this is one of the most crucial things to understand about ourselves. The question is: is there a general pattern to all of our thoughts (that we seem to project or adhere to), regardless of how much ever we try to change the thoughts? May be ‘yes’. This tendency to think in a particular manner – is it inborn or is it acquired? Probably a combination of both. But what seems to be the cause of the ‘inborn’ inclination of thoughts to generate a familiar pattern to us – which later on we term it as a ‘tendency’ of that person. Is tendency alterable? Tough question. And this realization of the term ‘tendency’ brings forth the idea of ‘acceptance’ of our essential nature – with all dents, curves, points, depressions and elevations....with all smoothness, roughness, strengths and weaknesses. Thus we have ‘characters’ all around us – bold, dashing, quiet, reserved, anxious, hyper, lovable, dominating, considerate, kind and so on. These characters need NOT change fundamentally – they will continue to exist because they indicate the tendencies evident in Nature itself. Realizing such tendencies is a matter of cultivating the value of ‘tolerance’ and ‘acceptance’. It is also training ourselves to understand that we can change ourselves and people (or situations) around us only to a certain extent and for everything else, we have to accept things in good spirit.
- Thought and anti-thought - I can’t prove this phenomenon, however this realization was revealed to me in recent times. To every thought we create, there is an opposite thought (or a tendency) that is created somewhere in time and space. And this may be perhaps Nature’s way of ‘balancing’ things. Or this perhaps creates a perceivable ‘movement’ of Energy. This means, the perceivable environment is always going to remain in a state of flux. If there are arrogant people around, it will give rise to quiet people. If there are leaders, there are followers. If there are talkative people, there are listeners who will also listen to the talk! The world may be considered as a sum total of opposites – matter and anti matter. So there is an ‘anti-you’ out there! It also means that our thoughts keep on yo-yoing from one opposite to another. The tendency of thought is to create ‘movement’ and thus, keep us from remaining static.
- Binary – Is a thought understood in isolation (on its own merit) or in comparison with another notion? Is ‘identity’ of thought always in relation to the other? We understand ‘black’ only because of ‘white’? We understand light only because of darkness? We understand ‘movement’ only because of being stationed? However, how can ‘thought’ itself be understood by the ‘absence’ of it? And probably this is the reason, we can’t comprehend a situation before our birth or after our demise.
- Notion of Time and scale of thoughts – Thoughts can be clubbed together or inter-related to reveal ‘connections’ of a given phenomenon. Simply put, as an example – ‘ecosystem’ is a phenomenon. The realization of this phenomenon that is labelled as ecosystem stems from realizing how different events are interlinked to generate an ecosystem. The concern here is of ‘interdependence’ and ‘inter-relationships’ of part to the whole. To understand this phenomenon of interconnections, it takes time and enormous patience. Our thoughts tend to slow down and bigger and more complex (not complicated) phenomenon may be revealed, should we choose to concentrate. Our thoughts acquire solid weight and depth. Fields like sociology, humanities, archaeology, palaeontology, climate, geography, history and of course philosophy, are concerned with larger and complex phenomena and we are dealing with extremely different perception of time and therefore, we tend to look at situations in a very different way. Herein, in this perspective, we realize the Unchanging Spirit behind the evident changing scenario of events. The idea is of ‘transcendence’ – seeing and experiencing something that is not subjected to the vagaries of time. All thoughts seem to dissolve and so does our identity. In other words, we realize that any given thought is NOT separate from any other thought in terms of its existence/ value/ character – essentially anything is the same. Thus, this means, you and I are not different. It means the trees, sky, Sun, sheep, sea, sand, horse, boat, rubber, pencil are one and the same. The idea of ‘separateness’ does not exist. Hence, time subsequently dissolves. The notion of ‘movement’ or ‘direction’ dissolves. As a person, we tend to become extremely calm and unperturbed by anything. We become compassionate towards all.
- Fragmentation – The reverse of (7) is also true. Should we choose to train ourselves, we can go on dissecting any given phenomenon in infinitesimal parts, so that each micro part appears very distinct from the rest. The emphasis here, is on ‘individuality’ or uniqueness of the moment. The scale of thoughts and the sale of time is extremely small. The perception of reality thus generated, is one of rapid change and extreme fluidity. I am different and so you are. Each colour, smell, sound, texture, event, situation, object is different and has a unique place. The notion of autonomous identity is strong in this case. This can lead to leadership qualities but can prove stressful because of constant manoeuvring and negotiating with all different situations. The issue is of ‘power’, ‘ego’ and anything equivalent. The notions of history, culture, community take a back seat. People can tend to become aggressive, dominating, opportunistic, exploitative and arrogant if such is their nature of thoughts. What is generated is a lot of friction/ violence in thought and action.
- Speed – Related with points (7) and (8) is the aspect of “speed” of thoughts. How fast a thought can occur and how fast can it change into something else? In other words, what is the ‘gap’ between two thoughts? By the habit of focussing, intense observation, we can develop the habit of reducing the speed of thoughts till they become extremely slow and give the perception of ‘stillness’. This reveals a very different perspective of external environment – we tend to sense something beyond the immediate, because our mind gets trained to recognize that dimension. This something can only be felt/ perceived and can’t be seen or described by words. This something seems universal and is not bounded by any life form or time. This something is present in the tiniest of event to the most gigantic of the events. Perhaps, this something is the only thing that exists – the usual manifestation of events is just distractions! Conversely, faster speed of thoughts indicate an exited mind and cannot observe anything deeper than the superfluous – it is like a flat stone bouncing off the surface of water, without attempting to penetrate the surface of water.
- Combining points (7) and (8) is the picture of “deep ocean” or can also be visualized as “cyclone” phenomenon – The depths of ocean always seem to be calmer and still as compared to the turbulent nature of the sea waves. The winds along the periphery of cyclone rotate faster, despite the centre of cyclone remaining still. Therefore, the question is: are the two regions (turbulence and stillness) to be regarded as separate or are they related? And if they are related, it means we can move from one region to the other. Thus, our nature of thoughts can give us stillness in life or excruciating turbulence. Another perspective that this example offers is that beyond every turbulent region of thoughts, there is a region of stillness. Thus, one wishful thinking for us would be to move our thoughts in the direction of stillness.
Summarily, the above is an indication regarding the manner in which
we create our own perceptions about life. Human being’s mind is highly complex.
Each human being, as a mammal is same. However, each human being’s perception
(and subsequent quality of life) is different. A lot of debate since centuries
has happened regarding the role of ‘choice’ in our thoughts and actions and is
there something called fate or not. Bhagvad Geeta talks a lot of this and so do
other philosophical cannons.
I wish to consider the idea of ‘awareness’ of multiple dimensions of
Reality. The idea of Reality is to be treated as something personal and which
is relative. We define our own realities by our thoughts and we need to be
aware that there exist billion versions of realities - as much as there are people on earth. And
we need to also consider the possibility that everything can be regarded as
truth or can also be regarded as a mere illusion!
In practical world that we exist in, even if we make an attempt to
know multiple truths of the same phenomenon, we become tolerant, compassionate
and non-judgemental about things around us. One of my professors mentioned that
‘Liberation’ is equivalent of knowing multiple perspectives of a given
situation.
Can we therefore, attempt to make our self aware of this fact?