Shree: Beautiful me.

 

210422: Shree: Beautiful me.

 

I am concerned with thoughts dealing with feelings, hurt, culture, social, psychological, empathetic and so on. These thoughts I generate or make them real. Why such tendency is something I need not doubt to generate low self esteem about myself and I need to only understand what such thoughts offer as an imagination. It may happen that others may not be concerned about the same thoughts, they may not understand from what standpoint are these getting expressed and for me, these thoughts do not represent me completely but I am more than the sum of all these. Many of these thoughts are intangible or subtle and are misinterpreted when verbalized. I feel disturbed by not expressing well enough and then the point is – why should this be even expressed? Why should I subject myself for judgment in terms of what I say and how am I saying something? These thoughts are not always logical, not always required to be expressed, require some appropriate time factor to develop, maybe channelized to arrive at a decision and may suggest a pace of life that may be different from a fast paced life and may not even seem so called “practical” (an accusation that some people voice out). Also these thoughts I can continue to cherish and I need not suppress them for anything. These thoughts may offer something different from financial security but why should I worry or take blame or guilt? We are poems – only pure expressions and from this nothing else is intended apart from delight. Some people are hard and fast; others are intellectuals; others may appear body driven - each represents divinity. So accept yourself as you are so you can transcend what you are. Comparison is not expected and neither any evaluation nor proof. Each one of us is beautiful. When I write this, what am I expecting – nothing of course! Except for perhaps the delight of expression itself! And then each of us may perhaps express what God means, what empathy means, what delight means without having to discuss or debate on anything. Then that may become a universal human experience of talking the language of delight. We live for delight and not to compete or argue or discuss anything.

Hari Om.