Shree: Experience

 

120123: Shree: Experience

After thinking and reading stuff for a length of time, i wish to believe (simultaneously with everything that inner world makes perception possible) that we are involved with a phenomenon of "perception" and represent a state of existence.

at a very immediate level it means forms, forces, change, interdependence and the feeling of self (mind and body). the feeling of change and dependence will last as long as i exist as motion - philosophical journey may make us realize inner world of forces and vibrations and finally revealing consciousness - but it is yet a tall order for us. in this way, everything from outside perception to inner perception to change and to non motion is all interconnected. and it is also for this reason that something gets written here and shared and printed in black and white and something will continue to be written even in the future. the medium of One expresses itself in many ways and makes motion tangible for us to perceive.

this also means that there are countless number of experiences by which perception happens and all are valid forms of expressions. all forces exist, all bondages exist, all pain exists, all pleasures exist, all conditions exist and the journey to non motion also is a very real requirement.

this has to be accepted with empathy without any judgment or evaluation. why should something of motion be evaluated or judged since all is from Divine presence - meaning things are eternal and they do not have any start or end point - it is only vibration.

this also means that just as we see the object of sun or a tree or a river or a bird or anything else, this act of seeing and thinking and relating to something and deciding - is an act of internalization of existence and is also real and needs to be acknowledged. the sun would not have existed if perception did not occur. anything would not have existed if the mind did not exist. but when no motion exists, there still remains consciousness that is always there.

i do not quite understand why people complain and evaluate any feeling of happiness or pain that another one perceives. to think, feel and act is fundamental and in what manner perception occurs is nobody's business to justify or even dictate.

having said so, phenomenology is a beautiful science of acknowledging every experience a person feels or occurs in his/her mind. an object may be superficial or immediate but the experience it can trigger can be phenomenal.

one may still argue what is the use of knowing this depth of experience if it cannot lead to any action of immediate effect? this props a question if all experiences are only meant to be acted on with immediate effect or can experiences have a place for contemplation, day dreaming, poetry, unconditional expression, suspension of pressures of time and so on? do these mentioned experiences become "a waste of time"?! And then the perennial inquiry is - what is time and space?

Hari Om.