Shree

 

Shree

Engagement out of compulsion is a state of mind – I think it is above gross desires but knows that to go beyond tendencies requires efforts and is not just causal relationship and neither is it a yes or a no equation. It knows the cycle it creates but is yet to find an approach to go beyond the cycle. It oscillates between the forces of logic and faith – that which takes a form and that which goes beyond the form. Perhaps for me, currently, oscillation is a state of my mind – wanting to go beyond but knowing the pull of forms.

This is a struggle but for this struggle, I need not feel guilty or bad or blame anything. The struggle is within and not to be seen without. But who am I to control what others say about responses coming from me? Vibrations are subtle and far more eternal and vast than the immediate situation may imply. I am not in control of vibrations, I am not what they seem to form by erupting, I am not visible through vibrations and I am not temporary or changing as they seem to become. I am not described by them, and neither is the world known through them. Vibration is not the motto. I only am. All is God’s doing.

Hari Om.