Shree: Beyond everything

 

010622: Shree: Beyond everything

There are many hidden or intangible or subtle things deep down our hearts that inform our perception and behavior and how these again surface to reflect our actions is again not a straight forward process.

My father at his age probably is thinking about loss of his wife, his health, his forgetfulness and how I would react to his behavior – all factors that are so ingrained that they cannot be verbalized and by verbalizing them, they cannot be debated, since debating is not the point here.

I believe that my boss of the college is also experiencing “loss” as far as his retirement is concerned – what may lie next, what is the vacuum that he will need to embrace and how the future momentum will hold for him. There maybe many other factors too, but I can sense the above. How does one even discuss these things?

Vibrations deep down are problematic – in the sense that they are very subtle enough so they are not easily accessible and manageable, so most of the people are quite unconscious as to how these vibrations affect their behavior. My mother for instance, suffering from Parkinson’s and Osteoporosis for more than 12 years – what would she be thinking daily – bound to a wheelchair, unable to go down, completely dependent on everyone else, not able to communicate because of inability to speak clearly – and the list may go on. There might be several thoughts of fear, helplessness, loss, sadness, pain that might be passing her mind and there is actually no direct answer to any of these subtle thoughts that inform her behavior. I can see that, I can sense that but I cannot access those feelings since they are subtle – this creates helplessness in ‘me’.

The point therefore is – what or how to communicate in this situation? I think the answer lies in “just being there as a witness” and “being patient” regarding any developments in the future. This means being completely non judgmental (of past, present, future regarding everything – drop the search for start point), non logical, lateral, empathetic, silent, accepting. Yes, this is painful to achieve, since we are trained to become very logical and “productive” and “judgmental” and “competitive”.

If I extend this observation to life, then one inference is a matter of “choice” – can I also be fully accepting, non judgmental and empathetic towards myself, life and existence?

And hence, as a learning, it is not important what you achieve – and it is even redundant to evaluate the nature of your existence and what situations are and what they compel you to do. The self talk of ego should dissolve and one needs to sense the Inspiration beyond the logic. In other words, to realize that the fundamental thing about existence is the value of unconditional love and nothing else really matters. I, as a human being or whatever meaning I might have defined is redundant in the face of becoming pure, unconditional, eternal love. This depth is to be realized – I am not limited by anything – not even by manifestation or any conditions or any situations or vibrations since my core existence is beyond all of this.

Can architecture also be conceived in this manner?

Hari Om.