Shree: transformation into the One

 

281122: Shree: transformation into the One

existence only is. it takes time to realize what is the "feeling" of existing as a human being. any form that comes into existence as motion, generates or perceives or constructs a reality that is informed by  vibrations, thoughts, feelings and body (or vibrations, force and form). this perceived reality remains changing and interdependent of everything else. in other words, existence of a form becomes " conditional" to everything else that also appears existing. perception is a state of existing or vibrating and hence we continue to think no matter what the concerns or inquiries or quality of thinking or planning efforts. perhaps "thinking" is the only current reality for us which can also be transcended when the awareness of "One" is made real.

yet this realization has its own journey and the most important thing to remember in this journey that there need not be any conditions or "why" in finding the start point or an ideal sequence or an expected journey to perfection. I already "am" as existence and for this i do not require any proof of my existence and neither doing something is going to give permanence or bliss.  in fact, doing something for the purpose of stability is a misconception - I do as an offering to God or to become God. Currently I do something to remember God. not knowing where we come from and how we have taken a character that makes us feel incomplete is not a problem to be solved - but something that is given as a state of motion. things change, feelings change and what happens the next instant in anything or in any form or any thought is only to be seen/ observed/ accepted as a natural flow. vibrations happen; thoughts get created and they change and they become something else and the process continues and we are continuously concerned with planning, defending, solving, running, permanence and so on. we create conditions of living or survival and herein lies our mistake. we continue to compare, or infer, or pluck any random event from constructed past or future or present and we imagine peace in some manner. Imagination itself is incomplete and hence any situation it generates also is bound to change and is conditional. anything that is "created" is conditional and interdependent and changing - so where is the peace i am looking for?! as long as i operate from conditional standpoint, i remain incomplete and dependent. i need to become absolute in existence and hence remembering that state offers a good start point for transforming - which will take its own time and create its own journey. transformation may also be painful, may also come with full of unexpected surprises and annoyances and also have its own effects on us - nothing escapes existential response. so finally it seems it is a matter of realization from "choice".

despite knowing all of this, we are required to be patient with ourselves and keep becoming the One. how certain things add up to become something else is mysterious. do good things; do your job and leave the rest to God. just become unconditional. words such as alignment, lateral connections are used, sequences elaborated to give transcendence yet the journey that we undertake is for the first time to us - so all is to be accepted. we do not know what is good or bad and what gives what and where and when and how and why - we only know that we are coming from beyond and go to beyond. and we have the capacity to know the One and become the One. All is the result of God  - all motion and all events - so whatever happens is from divine dimensions. Trust.

Hari Om.