Shree

 

 

Shree

Struggle and liberation; isolation and expansion; many and the One; non changeable + infinite + subtle + unperceivable + blissful and vibrations + particular + movement + temporary + changing + wavering + creation + visibility.

Generally we realize that above characteristics define our existence and we ping pong between the two extremes. Existence is about vibrations and that means billion potentials of creation and action and being forces and forms. What is seen and through what it is seen and by what it gets perceived (or synthesized) is all a matter of vibrations. Hence all perception, their questions and responses and compulsions come from this phenomenon or relationship. This something depends on the web and how we interact with the web. If I were to know the basis of my own construct or imagination or perception – it is impossible and it will take me many lives previously. And in the same way, the basis of any phenomenon does not have any definite start point and this means – that not only the start point reveals a web of everything but it is also the will of God.  

Relationship is a good word here since it summarizes everything – a web and a rhizome. We are everything at the moment and we become something at a moment - the Will of God, the Creator.

All perception means that we think it is we who need to respond to things and hence we “do” things and it becomes an expectation regarding how things ought to manifest. This is an assumption that gives ‘pain’ in return and lesson needs to be learnt many times till the true nature of Existence is revealed within us.

Words of manifestation, becoming, revealing are important since they assure one that things will happen and that trust is required as far as existential matters are concerned. Existential matters obviously mean everything! The moment expectation and ego and purpose is dropped, things become freer to be done. But this idea of dropping is not that simple, neither is ‘lifting’ or living up to the motion. We have not been made in a single moment and countless number of impressions and condensations and layering have all been fluidly added to make up a mind and a body. Therefore it is natural that the reverse process of expansion and dissolving all layers will require enormous time. How this happens is a mystery since all things cannot be known or predicted or even accessed.

First of all Existence happens as motion or vibrations and hence it is a dynamic affair. Secondly our efforts lead to some effect internally that we may not be aware of but will subsequently erupt as our own anger or pain or some future situation that we may have absolutely no clue about. As long as there is ‘we’ or ‘our’ we have pain and ego and many other things. Thinking on it one may realize that the entire process of being engaged is one of God and not of some mortal and temporary form.

However rejection or avoidance cannot be a response - anything about motion will lead to motion itself (avoidance included). The action of engagement is required taking into account the role of God’s will. Realistically the motion is temporary and we will only be blissful only when the One is known. Then all fears will melt, all kinds of egos will melt, all defenses will go away, all avoidance will melt.

Trust this process.

Hari Om.