Shree: thoughts

 

Shree: thoughts

If a feeling of disconnection gets generated, there is anxiety. I think the central issue is to maintain a sense of connect – that may mean through talking, writing, contemplating, feeling, dreaming, doing exercise, planning and accepting the self with all dilemmas and fears and so on. Why things happen in certain ways – the answer will always be changing, evolving, depending since that is the nature of existence. No one knows for sure how things ought to be (it is a construct), so as long as you are convinced, all is acceptable. In the act of convincing, becoming silent, expressing individualism – all concepts have a dimesion of self, family, community and consciousness – one cannot ignore anything here. And the reason one understands these dimensions is because that is the manner in which phenomenon seems to happen for us and the journey we undertake. There is no individual without the collective and the transcendental and vice versa. All dimensions exist at the same time – they have their place and it is not for us to say why they ought to be present and in what manner they appear for us. “Being present or manifesting” is not for us to comment on in absolute terms. One can think, analyze and express any kind of discomfort or annoyance, but one need not expect such dimensions to go away. Creation in that sense, can be deceiving if taken personally but can become liberating when one expands. So for me there are Principles, there is effort, there is hardship, there is dilemma, there is revelation and there is the prospect of change or consciousness. And that is ALL ok. If all things materialize from God Himself, who am I to object?! And this talk about God and self as separated experiences is also intrinsic in our perception – one need not feel guilty about it (or about anything for that matter).  There is going to be anger and hurt – the issue is how can it dissolve; how it need not govern one’s thoughts; how it does not lead to any conditions of existence.

All intents in that way already exist as a Potential of consciousness. We only materialize them and bring them to the material world. So the issue is about the kind of intent and vibrations we become and ake effort for the same. I am surely not at all perfect, but that is not an indication of being less worthy or being angry at anything or being compelled to do anything or pressurizing onself about anything or being guilty about anything. I am not perfect and that is all ok, since perfection is an entirely flawed concept. I am not a super human being and I do get hurt and misconceive things – and that is all ok. I do have a right to say things in any tone without feeling guilty.  There is of right of imagination and feeling pressurized, but that in no way means any absolute all powerful reality. I have a right to be and a right of being steady through any means that is given to me.

Hari Om.