Pattern
Most people (and that included me
too) think of ‘pattern’ as something repetitive and unchanging.
Let us try and understand what
does ‘pattern’ mean and how can this help to see things from a different
perspective? Chief characteristics of ‘pattern’, as I have felt can be stated
as –
(1) An
interdependent relationship of discrete or separate events or situations. Simply
means, an event in the present may have certain tendencies from the past and
such tendencies may also pass on to the future. This means, the present needs
to be seen as a continuum of certain relationships or tendencies or cause –
effect forces operating for a longer period of time. Environment, culture,
collective consciousnesses demonstrate these patterns. Or history, memory,
feelings, sustenance, gratitude, religion, formless spirit - all constitute a pattern that evolves,
transforms, changes, modifies with Time.
(2) Wholesomeness
– No phenomenon is separate. In order to understand the nature of the
phenomenon, it is required to understand ALL variables that affect the
phenomenon. Hence, this leads to the aspect of wholesome thinking, rather than
being fragmented in thought and actions. Can one therefore consider a ‘tree’, ‘elephant’,
‘person’, ‘situation’ from this idea of wholesomeness? In other words – ecosystem.
(3) Patterns,
therefore, include everyone and they keep changing. There are conflicts,
negotiations, hierarchies, power structures, resolutions, sustenance and so on –
as modifiers to patterns that get expressed.
(4) Our
thoughts also represent pattern. They lead to actions and actions lead to
products/ situations/ manifestations. The cycle continues.
(5) This
leads us to following questions – what is it that we can therefore hope to
control? If we can’t seem to control our thoughts, then what are we expecting
from the environment around us?! OR, should we submit our free will to the ‘Pattern’
that includes all Creations?
(6) Point
(5) is a very difficult question to respond. It is the duality that we are now
forced to address – are ‘we’ separate or is the idea of separateness just a
notion that we have constructed for ourselves? In pondering over this question
multiple times, it may dawn on us to let go off our tendencies to hold on to thoughts
(as a reality to be controlled) and just try to go with the flow of thoughts. We
fear our own unpredictable nature of thoughts – and what they might lead us to
do! Of course, thoughts require control – control of the pattern that gets
manifested eventually and for which we are partly responsible and partly, it is
circumstantial.
(7) This
is the existential conflict or the compulsions of expressing the construct of
body-mind phenomenon. We try to catch some kind of a vision or a ghost but seem
unable to do so. The very unsettling nature of the space that is present in us,
is the cause of the constant need to express our own selves.
(8) The
solution to above turmoil is to observe the buoyant nature of thoughts. As we
observe the nature of thoughts – patterns get revealed and these in turn help
us to understand situations around us. With this, comes the attitude of
responding to the given world which is in a constant state of change and
impermanence.
(9) Traditionally,
this was what was personified as God in the form of a ‘human’, having 4 hands
and some extraordinary characteristics. Einstein expresses God as Theory of
Relativity. Others may express God as Bhakti Bhaav, yet others may see God in
being honest with one’s work.
(10)In
all above examples, there dawns on us, the need to surrender to uncertainty and
to embrace it. It dawns on us, that the Present is the only reality to live
100% and there is no use clinging to anything that is not contained in the
present moment. By not clinging to thoughts, we don’t cling to good or bad or
power or prestige or anything that is a result of a social construct. We,
therefore, become ‘free’ of our own selves.
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