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Sometimes, it is better not to think of anything.

Why not BE still? Sitting or physical action is immaterial. Whether a particular thing needs to be done in some amount of time or not and the purpose behind all of it – is tiring. Whether my position is clear or not – is tiring. Whether I am able to think through and justify or not – is tiring. Whether I am heard or not – is tiring. Whether my expression is accepted or not – is tiring. Whether a particular thing is right or not – is tiring. Whether this is better or that – is tiring. Whether I need to do this or that – is tiring. Whether my actions mean this or that at a particular moment – is tiring. Whether silence means this or that and noise means this or that – is tiring. Whether work is for passion or for survival or for any other reasons – is tiring. Whether someone likes me or doesn’t and why – is tiring. Whether I should worry about if I can convince someone or not – is tiring. Whether time is limited or not – is tiring. Whether things end or are continuous – is tiring. Whether I should keep quiet or talk – is tiring. Whether I am human or spirit – this dialog is required (but for self and not for any justification). Whether I am worthy or not – this idea shouldn’t even crop up in the first place! Whether I can change the world or not – is an absurd question. Whether I can change myself – requires review time and again. Whether I should consider history before starting my actions – at appropriate levels and not as a formality. Whether I should critically see creativity – is an absurd question. Whether I can control things – is an absurd question. Whether people should control me – is an absurd imagination. Whether things are controlled or not – cannot be a matter of thought. Whether I should believe in God – personal interpretation of this concept is required. Whether I fear about something and why – is an introspective question which need not be (and cannot be) justified beyond certain point. Whether I need to hide something or not – is not an indicator of my worth. Whether things will change – whenever they have to. Whether I should contribute to the change –  upto me. Whether the change has happened because of me – shouldn’t be in my thoughts. If I become alone in life – should not be thought about. Is concentrating on God the answer to all above thoughts – should be trusted.