There is no dilemma at all. Whatever we think, we
reinforce. The greatest of miracles of existence is the nature of thought
leading to perception of situation for us and the situation itself. So the
external reality can be shaped and perceived with respect to the internal
reality. It is obvious that external signals when perceived create internal
mind – ripples. However, the mind itself can also create its own ripples
irrespective of any external stimuli.
As is said preciously, situation is what we
perceive or mentally construct. This construction is dependent on the phenomenon
of space-force-matter (as a human being). The construction of situation is
inevitable, since we have chosen to identify with motion (that creates fear or
attachment or memory). There is no “we” here – it is just motion of a
particular kind or a state of vibration that one refers to as a human being
that creates a universe for this state of existence. I exist as a human being,
so I see the universe the way it is – a bundle of force, matter at various
scales having differing attributes that I perceive with different names and
forms. I perceive these elements as different and interconnected since that is
what my nature of perception is. And then I fight or try in vain to control
these things.
The philosophical fact behind this is that the more
one perceives oneself as an island, the more is the velocity of thoughts, more
is the aggression, more is the ego and more is the urge to control and more is
the identification with thought or the senses. because all desires essentially
mean responding to change. Change and our identification with it mean fear and
insecurity thus this urge to control. In any manifestation the twin forces of
life (expansion) and death (contraction) exist. Existence is a contradiction of
sorts and it keeps changing – are we supposed to be a slave for this
changing scenario? Rather existence is perceived because there is
apparent difference or motion or vibration or fluidity or contradiction. That is
the nature of existence (manifestation).
Desire cannot be quenched by fulfilling desire. Finding out variables to
control cause and effect is a vicious cycle. What are we accomplishing with
more perfection, more production, more speed and more control? Nothing. If the change
exceeds beyond a point of even perceiving the stable character of self, then we
are in deep trouble since we may find living completely irrelevant! A little bit
of contradiction, some quantity of difference, some change, some stability,
some motion is required for existence to be felt. Are we making
ourselves irrelevant by speeding up motion? The genie in the bottle is a
symbolic representation of instant fulfillment of desire - it doesn’t satisfy
anything! Similarly the modern gynie in the form of AI does not satisfy anything!
How can we even expect any external form of nourishment to nourish the want of
our soul? The soul is eternal and we are making the mistake of feeding the soul
with tendencies that are of “motion” – which is a mismatch! What tendency one
feeds oneself with, so does one become. If one wants to experience soul, then
those are the signals of perception one needs to generate. The mistake is to
consider motion (mind and body so real that the memory of “soul” is lost).
It is said that this attitude can be corrected by
slowing down. This means either to slow each wave of the mind (change), to not
cling to any known variable (since variable is mind itself), to expand the mind
beyond body and include everything, to expand to such an extent and perceive
such scales of phenomena that do not seem to change, to work + love + think for
the “sake” of these dimensions and NOT for any situation. So one can perceive a
state of blissfulness even in the midst of an apparent motion. Motion is “apparent”
and NOT real. The mistake is to consider “One” as appearing as “many”. All
things that are seen or heard or touched or perceived are reflecting that
stable “One”. This also dissolves the universe for us and the little ‘I’ (or
the mind-body) becomes irrelevant (but herein the state is of transcendence and
not rejection).
Outwardly the quality of rejection and transcendence
may seem the same but they are poles apart. Rejection is highly negative and an
intellectual pursuit alone. Transcendence involves a compassionate approach and
a complete utilization of dimension of human being.