Shree: a few questions that bother us

 

250722: Shree: a few questions that bother us

not able to respond with clarity and able to pacify people about their questions - this has link with self worth; expectation of approval from others; expectation of pacifying them and removing their confusion; expectation of giving minimum time possible; expectation that people will understand our logic; expectation that people won't burden us with their problems; expectation of being perfect everywhere; expectation of foreseeing the changes of any kind; expectation of not being angry at anything. this has connections with larger inquiry or repeated thoughts on incomplete picture, changing scenario, dependence on situations, being subjected to act, evaluation, judgments, always encountering incompleteness. this seems to be the cycle of thoughts that eventually produces "fear" and "conditions" for peace that starts with

"if" only i am able to say things with all clarity things will improve....

"if" only i can speak my mind......

"if" only people change their tendencies....

"if" only i become expert in what i set out to do...

"if" only i had enough time....

"if" only people understand the confusion and the fear in me...

"if" only things do not change so fast....

"if" only i can love myself....

 

All thoughts and assumptions above were not logical (to give everlasting peace). peace is not conditional -a mistake we often commit by assuming that peace is a causal phenomenon dependent of situation, space, time, relationships and so on.

the required self talk is to become unconditionally peaceful and to realize/ discover such a state of existence. as existence either i become visible or remain invisible (infinite and eternal). all visibility comes from invisibility and hence to become invisible one is required to take a path from visibility towards invisibility.

i believe nowadays that my doing anything or not doing or my existence is unconditional to anything and i am peaceful with what i am, because even if the medium is only the One; as many I choose to feel an unconditioned state of bliss. all forms i see is imagination and hence force and vibrations are also states that cause imaginations. why bother about evaluation or who does what and how and why and where and when? who is immaterial. motion is immaterial - meaning it is not something to be afraid of - it is divine, unconditional, blissful.

so relax. look at people, be silent, hear them what they say, listen, pause and say or express what you feel silently. i am there and i am loveable. i can focus and i do good things. and i trust God.

Hari Om.