Shree: Change

 

010922: Shree: Change

many thoughts....

change can be seen in variety of ways and how we wish to respond to the same.

my father become hyper and angry despite all efforts we seem to take - him and us together. this led me to think (later on) that anger was self created by him based on his existential conditions of mind and body and our defense was also self created based on our mind and body vibrations. thus effectively each one acts according to his/her own vibrations (each one creates his/her reality) and there is no right or wrong in this and no need of any kind of control - things get expressed or perceived. this points to the character of motion or manifestation - constructs, change, interdependence, separation, vibrations, space and time. all of this also means that a form is only a self made construct and one is dealing or operating from vibrations (and not situations or forms) and if one goes beyond vibrations, then one IS consciousness.

i can think of "past" (as a construct which is self made story or picture based on vibrations) and future also in the same terms - meaning this is imaginary. but if one looks closely one will realize that past and future depends on the "present" which also therefore is imagined and not absolute! so the present gets imagined or constructed or identified with and based on this newly formed or evolving or changing relationship, past and future also keeps getting modified. we think that "present" is absolute and static - whereas it is always changing, fluid and self constructed and therefore can be subjected to change as per our efforts. whatever the situation of thoughts or feelings or action - it still remains a construct.

this therefore means that there is no need to base our inferences of pain and pleasure on changing vibrations. we need not be conditional about anything - what is in store, what comes, what goes and so on. this means acceptance needs to be developed as a vibration.

this also means that peaceful vibrations or stillness or calmness can be developed with efforts and irrespective of change.

Since Existence causes certain feelings, the nature of existence produces feelings or mood. Thus if i become One, then i attain bliss.

Hari Om.