Shree: i do not know anything

 

120922: Shree: i do not know anything

many thoughts -

God only is - as Existence. existence always is. i am only a construct; motion is only a construct; relationship is only a construct; feelings are constructs; analysis is a construct and all we perceive (who and what) is a construct. space and time is a construct; change is a construct.

existence is first and then our way of becoming a human form and perceiving existence. thus motion happens by God - and that means all causes, effects, tendencies, vibrations, thoughts, evolution and so on. we have our changing gaze only to a certain limit and that is what we make our identities. well, that is the way things are to us but it need not be absolute. it may be a start but certainly not the end and certainly not the ultimate truth.

this means that search for a start point and sequences that lead to the present and the future need not define "us" (in terms of human birth; tendencies; character; events in life; situations; guilt; feelings; mishaps; role of parents; other people themselves; changes; our responses; current pace; problems; solutions; perceptions; vibrations and what all this means to 'me'). when i say all these things it means that our existence and the notion of the same involves so many other factors and this also means about change and comparative identity or interconnections.

i do not own anything and do not have anything that i can say i control. in fact the idea of 'i'  itself is not constant and comes and goes - so what am i claiming anything? this is the basic nature of motion and whatever it generates.

consciousness only is - and it gives rise to motion and with it all forces and forms that seem to appear different.

i only share what seem to be perceived; i only discuss; i only say or do what seems right - where it leads i do not know and all is by God so what happens is by Him only. why certain things seem important; why certain things bind me; why certain things generate fear or hope - all is God's doing. so accept it - along with all tendencies i have and all momentums that exist at present. all is from Him.

the tendency to act immediately is a sign of disconnect - one is not sure of the results one expects; so one becomes self obsessed (or more anxious or stressed) and that creates noise and production. one wants control and this craze of control makes one act as soon as possible - more the craze; more is the noise. watch out!

Hari Om.