Shree: Upto me

 

140223: Shree: Upto me

situation does not dictate the level of designing something. life does not dictate how i should respond. situation is immaterial and is a construct - which means it is changeable, depends on our imagination and gets defined by what we put in it. that way nothing is absolutely real and this opens up the territory of "potential of becoming".

i can look at the same situation as being pessimistic and problematic or something that generates an experience of pure bliss and infinite expansion. thus it is the nature of vibrations that get generated which are important and which form a relation with the manifested world.

i cannot even govern any thought which comes and goes and i need not even try to hang on to any thought which is just required to pass through me. we carry a huge baggage of past, present and future and past momentum and whatever the perception makes us do. yes, it would be there since that is what perception of a human being is and the more turmoil or pain one undergoes, the more serious is the urge to transcend the same. there is importance of considering all dimensions of the mind and how they affect us and let them influence our thoughts, albeit with care and observation. one cannot hurry about these things and but let the thoughts come and go.

to infer, there is no need to escape anything or to even expect anything to occur in a particular way at a particular time and frequency and tendency. if God is the only truth, then ALL movements and perceptions in imaginations happen by His presence and so whatever we think or do or have or respond is stemming from that presence of God. it has always been only One medium apparently fragmented into various names and forms (or components of interdependent motion). so fragmentation of self or memory is our own doing just as to create an experience of bliss also is in our capacity.

everyday as i drive, i self talk into believing that i need not be concerned by which vehicle comes where and at what speed and size and colour and why do vehicles zip past and why at other times i have to go slow and wait. i do not know the entire road map but i know i will reach where i set out to go. this can also suggest an approach of living - i experience some movement that i call as mind and body that generate perception of forces and forms wherein i can either choose to remain peaceful or anxious. i only know i am on a journey of bliss - what it means daily and what experiences it will lead me i do not have any clue about but i will reach where i should be going. movement only happens apparently - this coming and going of self and as well as other forces and forms - all from the Invisible and Infinite One.

the One is the only permanent absolute thing of Existence and hence to become that state is the fundamental purpose of living. sooner one realizes this, the track becomes clear as to what are we doing exactly in this world? the whole of life is just an imagination that is meant to be transcended and it does not have any absolute worth in itself (apart from making us learning to transcend and realizing the Ultimate Truth).

in social relations that may mean that people may think and say whatever they want to but that is not an indication of what it means to us apart from the idea of connection and love and learning to be patient.

in designing for spaces it is upto me to satisfy the depth of experience - situation and purpose is immaterial. a program does not say anything what i should do - i can do anything as long as i become truthful.

Hari Om.