Shree: steadiness

 

Shree: steadiness

Existence feels disturbing because of vibrations that keep generating and wanting to be expressed outside into making of the environment. in a very subtle way - this is fear deep within us and to manage this 'fear', one runs, does things, acts, depends on everything else, defends, evaluates, judges, argues, does not accept the changes, tries to find a start point and many other things - this is called "wavering".

strength lies in accepting this behaviour of the self and being steady (or moving beyond this tendency). bliss is a process of realization and calming the vibrations. vibrations do not mean our worth or our definition or our self image or anything - they are a phenomenon of expression where things happen, shape, change, evolve and so on.

we do not need to defend anything or be compelled to express anything or say anything. the construct of "we" is a function of vibrations and vibrations are formed in consciousness by His presence. therefore behind everything and every moment is the existence of God. the link from God to vibrations to forces to forms or situations is mysterious and very much beyond sequential logic - hence intellect or feelings or any dimensions of the human phenomenon cannot forcefully understand this mystery. and probably this induces fear.

yet, if one sees ourselves, we realize that we perceive existence from the potential of intellectual ability and feelings and body. this is inherited from God and hence we do have the capacity to know Him by "trust". the seed of everything is within us that erupts as dimensions of perception. why things occur therefore need not be worried or controlled in any way. it is the Will of God to express and hence things happen. It is the property of God to become forms and hence it happens. since steadiness exists, there is expression followed by steadiness again. therefore time and space occur and existence in motion is felt.

steadying oneself is a process of struggle that takes place within. the process of expression and steadying oneself happen at the same time and are mixed and simultaneous. steadiness is the default quality of existence, from which, all imaginations and formations occur and change and melt. i do not need to say or admit or evaluate or justify that i exist. i feel it and that is all there is to it.

accept this.

Hari Om.