Shree: Patterns

 

Shree: Patterns

Patterns of becoming, forming, behavior exist for eternity – they will keep erupting and going or dissolving into something else (invisible). Patience means to realize this experience. No matter what pain I go through, what or how perception of people and situations occur and how I am made, it is NOT something that I need to rectify or see it as a problem and this is the biggest strength that evolves in the self. Fixing does NOT mean taking the right path to peace. Fixing is a tendency of separation. Perceptions, thoughts, feelings are a state of existence – again coming from a medium we currently do not understand or feel but nevertheless IS there. And this vibration leads to many forms and a feeling of change and the compulsion to remain engaged and feel the hurt or pain. Perhaps this is a necessary step in evolving and that still needs to be discovered and trusted for its existence – that everything will be felt regardless of how it will feel to us. This cannot be complained about or stopped or revolted or suppressed or dismissed off.

There is also no expectation to “find” a solution. The process is about realization and it encompasses everything. That ‘I’ get created; I forget how this process takes place (and this forgetting is a loss of trust or connection with God and to remain engaged with perception we call intellect and feelings).

Therefore if one understands this, just as forgetting was some mysterious process of becoming; then saying the name of God may be a process of connecting and becoming Him again. The process is mysterious for sure – beyond intellect and feelings (that seem to divide and make us).

This is one aspect. As far as the process is concerned, feelings help one to connect and expand the mind as against mere intellect. This differentation is also a problem as there is no compartment as such. What use is the intellect if it does not care and what use is of feelings if it is not disciplined by intellect? So when I think, I think or become through all modes of expression. These modes are not mine, but they come and go and evolve. We believe they are what we are, but we are BEYOND these dimensions, as we keep realizing the Truth. Hence one has to be always be at this process of realization no matter what it takes.

If I see the inevitability and illusion of our efforts to “fix” anything at all, then I am at peace. However the decision is not just intellectual but related to feelings, body, vibrations (the whole of being) and the decision is about growing awareness of perception and creation and situations. Hence it requires patience, forgiving and care.

Hari Om.