What will happen to me?

 

130222: Shree

What will happen to me if I go on a philosophical path and will I renounce everything? I don’t know. And I need not worry about what happens ‘tomorrow’. All movements are God’s. If He is the creator then He knows best and I trust Him for the same. The trust is unconditional. He is the One. I am just incidental – His image and His Will. Wherever HE takes me I will go. Whatever He gives me, I accept. Whatever He says, I listen. All is Him. Time is Him. Change is Him. Forms are Him. Intents are Him. My imagination is Him. Not ‘me’ (the small i) but Him.

Forgetfulness is a gift. It helps one in realizing that logic has a boundary dependent on remembrance. God is about forgetting everything and forgetting the boundary. We are not vibrations and not what vibrations make us perceive and build our identities on.

In today’s times, things change, I will change, people change and situations change, careers change, relationships change – they represent movement or motion or space-time-causation phenomenon by consciousness. These do not mean anything for me or that I require to “do something” about it. I am not required to be stressed or worried or angry about anything (as feelings). Agreed that things will be perceived as many and they will change and we will be compelled to remain engaged or cling to our perception. Agreed. This is a state of affairs no doubt. But that does not mean that I consider myself a failure and non performer or cannot love myself or anything. Why should this logic be used? A motion appearing in a particular way and changing and our perceptions also changing have got nothing to do with self worth. Every moment will change and so will tomorrow and with what perspective I felt the past may not also stay constant. Things change, and situations and people change. I cannot dictate and govern what motion appears and neither am I required to. To be able to stay “still” amidst the apparent motion is important and we can do that if we realize the soul.

Hari Om.