Shree: Nourishment
Every environment from personal (mindscape) to
collective offers nourishment for the mind – what signals it perceives, how it
decodes and what it decides to propose as action and finally how it engages.
Reality in a nut shell may be seen as mindscape and nothing else more than
that. So whatever one perceives as good or bad in any situation “out there” is
actually within one self. Remove the dirt within and there will not be any
measure of the same outside.
The other day at home, we were discussing issues of
elders and what can be done to address their issues – socially, culturally
perhaps and architecturally.
I was reminded of an experience of Vancouver.
Situation of Vancouver has come to a point which can be stated as everyone
is an island – routine is extremely individually driven; planning for
numerous activities is different and unique for each individual; there are
billion “tasks” that one is engaged with since there seems no one to rely on
for “sharing” of any activities. Our personal activity or bucket list itself is
overflowing to an extent that nothing can be said or offloaded or shared or
contemplated with anyone else and this creates a permanent self absorption or
occupation with tasks and the anxiety if something gets missed. There may be
many people physically, but mentally each one is a closed bounded mindscape. The
entry to this mindscape of the individual is tightly guarded and what goes
within does not come out and what happens “out” (which is not of any collective
concern anyway as the situation is) – is interpreted very individualistically
by each person. This brings a fundamental equation that shared spaces “outside”
(regarding values, environment, culture, society) also indicates shared spaces
“inside”. If the spaces “inside” each person talks of individual world views,
then there is no place left for any common shared collective space of any kind –
the “outside” has permanently become fractured! This means what one is saying
is continuously subjected to logic, discussion, debate, arguments, evaluations
but NOT necessarily compassion or empathy (that goes beyond individual identity
and encompasses the collective).
Any field - say architecture, archaeology,
engineering is supposed to respond (also) to the collective and not just the
individual. Irony is that this has to be explicit agenda nowadays, else the
output is expressed in terms of some mundane desires or by some whims and
fancies of people in positions of power and that itself does not say much of
the society at large.
Coming back to nourishment, what are the values
that the society is practicing? A few centuries ago, we had expressions of
ideograms that took generations to form (YinYan or the Dharmachakra as
examples) and this concept of collective ideogram would now appear too remote
perhaps.
If a kid is subjected to mass of people who have
created their own islands of aspirations throughout his/her life – what
character will he/she grow up in? Is there anybody “available” emotionally or
psychologically for his/her nourishment of mental health or is he/she left out
to fend for himself/ herself and make numerous choices and be consumed by
overflowing bucket lists for his/her entire lifetime? Is life only an unending
rounds of bucket lists or “to-do” lists? Look at the environment around us.
Signages, surveillance systems, AIs, sterilized environments, packed busy
routines, hyper anxieties, mechanized envelopes or architectural volumes,
environmental degradation – does not it say anything about our internal
mindscape?
The Government promises its elderly population that
they need not “worry” and stay in government managed and paid Old Age Homes (in
any case taxes have already been recovered long time back by the government
from the same person when he/she was in a position to work). Does this “solve”
the problem of loneliness and empathy for the elders? By giving all facilities
and having best maintenance facilities and descent architectural environments –
does the problem of mindscape get addressed in such individualistic societies
when the upbringing of people have been groomed in a certain way wherein the
idea or the need of empathy has just been lost? Too tragic, to put it in one
way.
Feelings and understanding and acceptance – these
dimensions of the mind require a certain kind of interaction and environment to
develop and these are very important aspects of human being of any gender and
age. Certain societies offer this nourishment more than other societies, it
seems. This also has relationship with density, climate/ weather and
geographical location on the globe. Certain dimensions of the mind introspect,
they dwell on one idea or a set of ideas, they contemplate, they laterally take
inspiration from other sources and they too face dilemmas and they need time to
“sort themselves” again. Certain thoughts expand to encompass the total
environment and the rate of change when encompassing this scale of perception
is slow. Are we conscious of what is being created as a mindscape in the
environment in which we live and perceive? Are we conscious of the relationship
of mindscape with the landscape?
Busyness and multitasking and extremely packed routine
isn’t something to be celebrated, if it ends up mistrusting and abusing the
self and people and environment.
The question needs to be taken still deep down till
we come face to face with what we are as phenomenon. First of all, I am a human
being and I don’t have answers to everything. Then there is something called as
doing a thing beyond a limited purpose without any apparent reason (to remain
unconditional). There is something called as vibrations that make up our mind
and body. What we consider as life, is an imagination that is brought into
existence by being identified with movement or vibrations. Imagination itself
is reality and this changes. There is no such thing as control or expectations
or what can be done to arrive at a perfect situation and hence any system has
constraints with a lot of dependence on changes. Despite this
reality, the presence of divinity is real and which we too have a seed of this
dimension. I am made of divine unconditional medium of eternal existence and
hence I will eventually dissolve (and rightly so).
This understanding does not develop overnight and
perhaps not in one lifetime. How it develops and when is a mystery. The idea is
that external control of any kind (or any attachment and resistance of change
and any perception) has no concrete answers in terms of routine or fulfillment
of desires. What and why do we run and should we in fact be running at all? And
by running what are we achieving and is that permanently attained? All these
are questions to be dealt with and that also comfortably without any guilt or
regret or fear.
There is no greater reality than that of divine
presence in us and life. I may not be anybody and the world may not know me at
all and my actions may appear extremely foolish to many, but I cannot forget
God and accept the fact that HE is the One and the only reality – all else is
only incidentally an effect of His presence. We do not know the entire story
neither the trigger for this illusion, but He is real and He is to be trusted
for everything that happens in our lives and to us.
Hari Om.