Shree: I am

 

180322: Shree: I am

The practice and approach and the perception intended is only to exist blissfully and unconditionally going beyond situations or demands of motion (space and time). Today, right now, I may feel why do I write and continue to write when something urgent (?) may be waiting to happen (?). This self talk is not required or is unnecessary.

In my profession, there are many things that I may think I should master and control – from climate to mind to landscape to feelings to thoughts to building to culture to history to intellect to academics to practice to materials to relationships to people to site to water to soil to other disciplines. This seems overwhelming and is a sure sign of inferiority complex if an expectation of control is continued. Either one goes into a shell or fights this inferiority feeling by being loud and egoistic. Thus the question is “why” and “how” does inferiority complex set in and that is related with construct of ego and attachment which in turn is all about vibrations and phenomenon of existence. This journey may start to make me see things as they appear and the making of our own constructs and to accept that all things happen for good; all things have a divine message and all things will happen rightfully when the time comes. There is no need to compare or run or hurry or be loud or suppress or to take a stand – it was never about survival or evaluation or justification or complaint or anything.

I exist irrespective of anything and I am consciousness irrespective of changes that one feels or perceives or undergoes in mind and body or anywhere at any time and at any rate. There may be some thought behind existence and maybe a formation of causes and effects and maybe an urge to control or perceive and then to renounce. There may be lot of things and there may be a motion. There may be a manifestation and there may be stillness too.

I see the setting Sun and any moment and ingredients in this equation of space and time (sun, evening, orange, sky, birds, me, silence) are there as witness and for which I only am.

All things are beautiful and are God whether one says as morning sun or the hot afternoon sun or the evening warm setting sun. All things of motion are beautiful – whether urgency or pause or huge or small or sophisticated or simple.

I am. There are things that get created, other things get dissolved, some of those get transformed and in any of this chain of events, I am. Things are things – happening. Let them. Let existence be.

Why should I feel lonely about anything and for what and whom? I am. All motion is just happening and I still am.

Hari Om.