What next?!

 

060322: Shree: What next?!

Mind can take one in any direction. Any direction – as a mark of existence – is a reality. Existence is the only constant; a given and there is no before or after for this dimension of being. As motion, we transform or keep becoming something based on the will that gets constructed incidentally. Mind is a will or a vibration that brings consciousness into thought and then a manifested product. The product itself is not static, which itself gets transformed or diffused into something else. Hence everything is in motion. I change and so does my perception and so does whatever I think and do. Existence for us then takes a form of a dream – that it seems real but it may not be so. It is real as long as we believe it is or remain attached to the situations; else there is nothing “out there”. This realization can dawn into us when we realize that there is nothing “within us” to control or perfect or solve. Nothing does not mean becoming hallowed but being empty of the dross of vibrations. Vibrations is a state that leads to force and then matter – each has a distinct reality and we are at the fag end of this manifested equation. The march expected is reverse till we shed everything – all skins – and we reach consciousness.

This presents a peculiar experience for us – what does forward (the outward pull) and the reverse (inward pull) mean? Both are valid and the combination of which, a dilemma is created. Thus a person inflicted with dilemma or experiencing a loss or whatever, is in fact encountering a valuable experience which will help him/her to transcend. So all situations are a learning to help one to transcend (or shed the attachment) and hence any thought is a start point to undertake the process.

This position of mine, with all the influences and inheritances that keep changing and present me with innumerable dimensions of dilemmas, pleasures and pains and questions is important part of being a human. I don’t know where this position will lead me to and this is exactly what is “living” – to observe the unknown and become the One. How fast or how late or when or what sequence in what intensity – I don’t know and this is discovering the details applicable to “me” (as a construct).

 We are born with questions – how much ever “terrible” they may seem to us or others. A question is God’s calling – the answer is also God. So be comfortable with the question you have inherited – it has come from Beyond. And this question will reveal insights for you – cost is immaterial. I am obviously incomplete as a phenomenon and I have questions. These generate thoughts, feelings, dilemmas, synthesis, products and the ‘cycle’ continues. This will not stop and obviously it is not meant to, unless the question itself gets dissolved. The point is that questions are meant to take one on some unique path where the destination finally is to enter the gates of Heaven. All forms which we see or feel or respond to are coming from vibrations generating thoughts and feelings and by which forms are made and perceived. These are therefore not neutral at all but are imbued with life. If vibrations dissolve, then all forms dissolve – as they are the representors, containers and output of vibrations. So how can force and form exist without vibration or movement? It won’t. Hence what we “see” (perceive) around ourselves is because of our entertainment of vibrations. Mind dreaming ceaselessly.

So things are going to remain changing; will appear different; will make you feel sad or happy; will give pleasure or pain; will alternate; will grow into something; will entice you; will mean that you are intellectual once and then you should feel things and vice versa at other times; that you should run fast and then slow at other times and vice versa; then you should talk and then decide to keep quiet and vice versa; then you should observe and then act and vice versa; then you should earn money and chuck the whole thing and vice versa; then you should be married and then it is better to be alone and then vice versa; you should draw and then do something more tangible and vice versa; you should do this and this or that or this; will give every indication to you that you are a buffoon or an ass. It is a funny situation and frustrating too. What are you even hoping to address and fight against or compete?!! The mere impulse to fight itself is limited in its construct. Then what? I don’t know. I really don’t. And I am ok with it, God’s grace.

The only thing that may be said to be proper is to concentrate and accept things as they are. We have a gift to remember and to forget – meaning to bring something to “existence”. Concentrate on God. That is all there is.

Hari Om.