Shree: Dilemma

 

150922: Shree: Dilemma

the "other" (and hence "me") is a distorted belief from the perspective of Absolute Existence. ego is a dimension or state of existence and then the idea of planning, comparison, engagement, expectation, control, perception, time, space, change, relationships, situations getting conceived by ego. philosophy tries to talk about limitation of this idea of ego and recommends to dissolve or reject the same. this takes time and patience and involves calmness and trusting any mode of revelation that happens in any instant. i may assume a certain stance for action but whatever is thought about is the Will of God, i being a minor instrument through which God's Will actualizes and is felt. we all operate by vibrations which we hold on to. streamlining or refining just makes them predictable and at the same time "limited" and hence it is sure to cause discomfort and insecurity to the self - whatever the effort undertaken. as long as any idea of i (as motion) exists, there is impermanence, change, engagement and insecurity.

so what are we looking at? i think it is more of an idea of letting God act and not us - meaning attributing everything to God - just everything without any iota of doubt.

doubt exists because of perception of mind and body - it is one of the dimensions of our perception and hence we do not let go off things - whatever our belief. comparisons are inevitable between letting go verses action oriented - and this again is a loop. to think of repercussions of actions (no matter how noble they may seem to be) is a loop. the dilemma is in action and trusting forces beyond any motion.

our existence is because of this dilemma and struggle of ego verses Absolute Existence.

Only the One exists - realize this.

Hari Om.