Shree: Becoming

 

150223: Shree: Becoming

any sort of a feeling from anger or hatred to others is bound to be generated, no matter how much they are controlled and no matter how much we think that we were right. right or wrong is an assumption or an imagination and is changeable, not in isolation and relative and has a huge background of past events leading to a reaction or a response.  they come and go because we think that the forms are real and these change and we base our assumptions of well being on making them predictable and not changeable. this won't happen as manifestation is all about dependence, change and vibrations and perceptions. the nature of consciousness is to exist unconditionally and to become. every object has a "property" and if we look at consciousness, then Its property is absolute bliss, non movement and full of potential to become anything. all of creation and manifestation is by this property of consciousness to vibrate into something and become a form dependent on everything else. this coming, going, becoming is also an apparent phenomenon only perceivable for those who have been born into some life form. For God, no such movement is required to be undertaken. hence it is a strange phenomenon of conversion - it happens if there seems to be some intent of vibration or a thought or an intent and the moment that happens, there is life and there is compulsion to act.

we think we do work, we feel, we plan, we say, we do, we relate - but all is by His Will or by the presence of consciousness or by the property of Existence. if only this feel is taken deep inside and awareness of the presence of God is retained.

in the same way, no matter what our intentions, we may say something terrible to people and people will get on our nerves (or we will let them get on our nerves) - all is incidental of course but we take it personally and we completely forget why such things happen. then we will try to find some start point to understand where and how did all this anger start and we will then try to fix the point by some action.  a part of this analysis is required so that we understand that things are interconnected and far too complicated than simple blame game. so there may be empathy next time or increased patience.

by doing this a number of times then we may get disillusioned into believing that the cycle just keeps repeating then why take the effort? this also is a progress of the mind to question about the nature of action.

finally there is transformation when one realizes that it was not about anyone and not even about myself - but things just happen and there IS a far greater presence of the One than our minds can comprehend. when this happens, we become unconditional in action and become focused and full of love. we become only pure Being. how does this feeling develop? patience, remembrance, concentration, trust.

Hari Om.