Shree: Suspension

 

Shree: Suspension

As a perception of existence continues, there are forces of thoughts, feelings, conditions, decisions, constraints, fear, mind-body, past-present-future, variables and craze for knowing sequence and becoming perfect and stable.

This will probably make us do many things but the strength lies in analyzing what should be done and why. Introspection has its place in feeling an inward world and perhaps more understanding of situations as they appear before us, yet above all – trust in existence is required.

We come after consciousness – we are a construct that change, become dependent and perceive impermanence and hence expect control. The “we” in this formation is a phenomenon and apart from God, all motion is a construct or a creation or vibration or coming as a property of God. He is there and therefore we continue to become. Construct also means that all things evolve or are created and they will keep changing and hence no matter how much analysis is done at whatever scale of space and time, the fundamental nature of creation will continue. Hence the answer for stability is not to be found in manifestation and our own fears of impermanence are an indication of this fact. We fear change or incompleteness and the notion of us being changing and evolving into something else.

However the reality can also be seen as all is One and hence there need not be any compartments of minds and we have a capacity to understand the larger picture of existence wherein God can be realized by the self. This realization needs discovery. First of all do not question any aspect of motion or a tendency or do not complain circumstances or conditions or situations or people or space or time or anything. All comes from within the self and hence to complain means to complain God Himself.  Becoming God is to understand Him and hence our effort is called for. We need to start from what we can sense or know and evolve further. In this decision people may be there with you or perhaps no. People may also be there but they may not be able to express. They may express but that is not the expression perhaps you wish to hear or you might not understand! People may be there and they may assume without explaining that you have understood that they are there with you! What can one say about this?! Fundamental in all this is the feeling of being alone.

I do not know why I am here and where I will go but should the knowing matter so much?! Is there any definite stable answer in knowing a point of motion? Will a point in motion be known? Will justification make anybody happy? Will any action assure any guarantee? Suspending all such deep questions means to develop trust in God. I do not know anything of action or suspension or analysis yet it is possible to keep loving and becoming blissful. For, God only wants Love and He asks for nothing else.

Hari Om.