Shree: who am I?

 

Shree: who am I?

I am not sure why I am here, what am I doing, where am I going, what is in store for me and what is this ‘I’? since I do not know the start and the end, I am in perpetual turmoil. The craze for finding answers personally and for humanity as a whole has resulted in many responses – that hardly may give peace, if there is self compulsion to resolve this dilemma. The intent of learning is not required to create more dilemma.

I come from God, as each of us do surely. So I am born with a question which seems incomplete and impermanent and hence makes one speculate and generates imagination and the compulsion to remain engaged with life/ perception. What I see as forms or forces or vibrations – what I feel – is a matter of imagination/ phenomenon and hence a construct.

One will never know the origin of an action or an event or a situation which includes many things from subtle level to gross level. This will give fear and pain and the compulsion to control these deep rooted feelings. This is our expression of existence, the way it seems to appear or unfold to us as change, dependence, many, separation, wavering and so on.

But is this to cause uneasiness to us and take things personally? What we see, is the result of a phenomenon of existence and vibrations and hence all is interlinked. What we see and infer is the result of analysis of thoughts or the signals we receive, perceive and decode. What thoughts occur, change and go are not mine alone but coming from a single reservoir of consciousness and it is His strength that does all the actions and not us.

We are required to be aware of this fact, realize it and trust this existence. There is no need of hiding or running or proving. I not having definite answers to developments is NOT an indication of what I am or who I am and internal peace is NOT dependent of this reality.

Hari Om.