Shree

 Shree

Engagement with encounters or vibrations will happen – no matter how we think about the same. In that sense, there is no escape and there is always a presence of Existence within us and around us. 

Another thing to be acknowledged is that we are not the doer of anything that seems to change or happen or transform. The cause of all the action that seems to be “felt” in our awareness is consciousness and not ‘me’ at any individual level.  I am completely dependent on consciousness an cannot exist without It. This is important to note, since we mistakenly try to act, move something, do something, say something, justify something, evaluate something – all generating from the intent of certain kind of relationship with Existence. 

There is a fear at a very subtle level and this too is not a single feeling – it is vast, subtle and connected with many things of Existence so it is all hazy. Existence, while vibrating, goes from being a mist with all such subtle feelings and consolidate into “lumps” of feelings and forms. And that is how our own awareness transforms from mistiness to lumps. So, we think that fear can be pulled out or separated or squashed – but the truth is it is highly subtle and misty to get pulled out and whatever tricks one may try to do, it affects the misty composition of the inner world! 

Hence the relations, associations, triggers, patterns, encounters, presences remain at very deep levels and in very different forms of behaviour, although the presence of a form may not be there in the physical world. What we say as ‘presence of a form’ is in fact more complex, subtle, vast in the inner world of invisibility and hence what we see or perceive or do is operating at a minuscule level or may be referred as the tip of the iceberg of the actual existence of the phenomenon of truth. Hence our efforts operate the way they are – nothing seem to happen in what we intend to do and from that we base our conclusions of happiness or unhappiness! This is called the nature of “dependence or conditions”. 

In order to actually realize the working of Existence at all levels of Being, trust is fundamental - -to see things with different eyes than those given by the body. 

Hari Om.