Certain inquiries

Justification for our imagination or actions has limited application. A person chooses to perceive situations based on what he/she wants to hear – not for understanding the truth. Since we exist as motion, we respond with those characteristics of change, fluidity, fear, control, expectations, and justifications and so on. Do you think that this external perception will change? Not at all! The change is only internal – I should want to transform or become motionless, devoid of any vibrations or ego or desires. The motion we see outside and whatever we add our clinging tendencies to it, are of our own making or choice – there is nothing outside that can give respite or support us or offer rest. The introspection is about motionless state of existence, that all of us have (or which has transformed into motion or motion might have been superimposed on It). In stories or novels or serials or expressions, each one of us expresses based on our perception of reality and each one insists that his/her version is correct! This is Maya or illusion – this need to cling despite knowing that there is no real value to it. I may know the truth, but can I communicate that to others and are others willing to listen or acknowledge or ponder and consider where changes may be required to be done? One should become aware that I am talking to myself; there is no ‘other’ out there! Each thing is a reflection of my own self and beneath the motion of forms and forces, there exists a state of consciousness, which is the only Reality. So I am not what manifestation makes me believe or which makes me as a separate entity. I am not defined by anything and there is absolutely NO start point or end point to what I am. I exist before Time and beyond Time and all things in motion (thoughts and actions) are only a small subset of this reality. It is a mistake to think of our life as the only real life which has a beginning and an end and to live in fear therefore. No amount of trying to perfect a situation dictated by motion can give one the answer of bliss. It is a state of existence – this motion and it goes on for eternity. From one issue to another, from one body to another, from one mind to another, from one form to another, from God to motion and viceversa. And with this state, nothing is constant and there is a perception of “many”. So the question of where from and when and how much or how little is not of much use. We still will continue to experience fear by believing in mind and body or by perceiving through those channels. We believe in motion or vibration and that is the cause of all pain and pleasure.

So essentially we do not do anything by ourselves. We think that we are doing something (or that we are required to do something) as long as the idea of separation is entertained. When we awaken to the idea of Oneness, the purpose of doing anything for the “other” is lost, since the construct of “I” itself is lost or dissolved. This means that “I” as an idea depends on “other”. Similarly, the belief in motion depends on the search for freedom and this is one way of saying that God does exist. For if He had not, then all efforts of struggle, of motion, of feeling incomplete would not have even been constructed or we may not have even been bothered to find answers!! So we as motion are another state of God. We exist as motion, so we construct God as motionless state. WE have superimposed ourselves on Him. We don’t see Him or feel Him, since He is beyond any manifestation. That being understood, when we try to engage ourselves in the world that we know, we should remind ourselves that what we are doing is just beating about the bush – or incidental – only as a process of coming to God. Secondly, nothing is required to be blamed or harboured or clung. No questions are required to be asked about beginning or end. No questions warrant explanation about existence or change or pain or pleasure. No justification, no analysis, no guilt about Time or Space, no expectation from anything based on Time or Space. Why certain things happen and in a particular form and in particular frequencies and in particular intensities – all these are just not required to be entertained at all. Because the question of “why” is a construct that depends on the belief in the individual “form” of manifestation. If the form vanishes (as a vibration), then the question of why should also vanish.

Thinking further, it seems that the genesis of all this inquiry comes in ego/ vibration or our nature to cling to this phenomenon. Thus, if ego or vibration is dissolved, then all such confusion and struggle goes away.  There is no need to say anything to anybody or to justify anything or to defend anything. If thinking is required or action is required, then it is only for the self. We are not for the world or to confirm to anything it says to us because the world is an illusion. So let anything and everything happen to us – no need to complain or demand or expect anything. Let us think, feel and love without any intent of ego – then we will realize what we truly are!

Hari Om.