Thursday, June 30, 2022

Shree: AI and Architecture

 

Shree: AI and Architecture

the world can be classified into full, partial and no AI experience. perhaps earlier it was classified as developed verses developing; industrial and non industrial; whites and browns and blacks; north and south; climatic variations; colonial and non colonial.

transformations are ingrained herein. AI is not just a technological tool of analysis and product but of imagination itself and it has penetrated our minds to the extent of informing or sometimes dictating our imagination. it has become as subtle and as fast in evaluating something based on handling as intangible a phenomenon as imagination itself.

according to AI, a thought is a "trace" or a footprint of human action which should be or can be controlled, scanned, analyzed, put to order for billions of purposes dictated by AI. All that therefore gets "refined" from subjected to AI analysis becomes sterilized, ordered, perfect as a built product. Any algorithm not in the language of AI (it may be organic thoughts, feelings, empathy, comprehensiveness, simplicity) is chucked away and hence negated from architecture too. Does the Developed Nations reflect such an attitude and feeling of built environment?

consider what is the mindscape which is not subjected to the influence of AI? this can be similar as an exercise if one compares anthropological studies of industrial nations and pre industrial ones or even earlier studies on pastoral communities or indigenous communities. each of those studies reveals a world view of values and their reflection on built environment. With every change in  mindscape, the expression and perception of built environment seems to change. Then one may encounter values of slowness, climate, community, feelings, empathy, engagement, maintenance, renewal, sustenance and many others. The built environment would reflect such values too. Thus what goes in the mind is expressed as a built environment or as a situation of existence. therefore the mindscape becomes the basis of creating anything - from God to fragmentary output.

i like to believe that thought arises from beyond and requires no justification and hence is beyond AI. Hence the worth of architecture cannot be defined by AI and lies much, much beyond what the AI has to say. Hence it is good that some parts of the world, AI has not reached - those people are saved from the mindscape ravages of AI.  

Of course time may not be good for those people for eternity. sooner or later, AI may reach every corner of the globe and then a person may have  to critically define the terms of engagement with AI. Philosophically, how am I to know the nature of thoughts (potentials and challenges) taking place in  the mind of different societies? The fundamental thing is to realize transcendence beyond any perception of space and time.

Hari Om

Shree: Let thoughts come and go

 

Shree: Let thoughts come and go

Follow your thoughts and imagination - they are always about God and are always correct and one need not be any dilemma at all in terms of what thoughts come and go and why and where and when. One has to decide which thought is to be entertained and what it offers you of becoming. Everything is by chance - what situations come, what one undertakes to study, what one hopes to do, what actually gets done, the drama of space and time and everything else as existence.

Dilemma is in expecting control because one thinks that vibrations create some reality of mind and body and one must defend or guard it. The other way of perceiving existence is to realize that everything is incidental and hence not something personal - so what happens and when and where and why is not entirely our own making and is by presence of God as a medium or property of existence - something that is also present in you and me. We are all One and hence nothing is required to be fixed or worried about or feel threatened about or feel guilty about. Things get revealed, they are said when they are required to, they are understood when they should be, they take a form when they ought to - all happens by His will and my worth is not dependent on any of this journey of becoming but is beyond that. It is a matter of realizing.

Some people may say that i am becoming too inorganic or anything as a label. No one knows the complete picture and evaluating or judging is not the point here and never way. Why confirm or even respond to any label or manifestation's demands? I mean is this about taking a position or is it about  realizing what one's true nature ought to be? Is this about accuracy or is this about ambiguity and accepting this situation?

Hari Om

Wednesday, June 29, 2022

Shree: In the Name of God

 

Shree: In the Name of God

God is with us - whether one realizes it or not. It is such a default idea that all existence as one medium is Him. Since He is already there - as an idea or as us or as manifestation or something beyond, we have termed Him as a Name - God. He is there as an absolute medium, as all states of motions from subtle to gross, as movement, as imagination, as thought, as action, as manifestation, as transformation, as space and time, as forms. Every conceivable form of God - as the One and as many has been "seen" by St. Dnyaneshwar!

St. Dnyaneshwar's advice to us is - take the name of God and become blissful. We know it that such vibrations of Godliness can be generated within us (currently in the state of motion) and hence billions of expressions in any field talk of Him from the beginning of time. Probably this is the most natural state of being, which we need to come closer to again. Let us do it!

Hari Om

Shree: revelations and architecture

 

300622: Shree: revelations and architecture

revelations happen when they have to without any intent or purpose or initiation or expectation - revelations maybe about life, self, motion, bliss, nature of existence, work, responses and anything that takes us beyond. it is for this reason that effort in right living is expected so that revelations become a default experience eventually for us. what i realized to day while reading as compared to what i may understand tomorrow while reading are different things. no matter even if i want to continue today's tranquil experience - it may or may not be the same tomorrow. so was tranquility in my hands or vibrations? yes and no. and this is the reality one must live with. and be ok with all the ambiguousness that motion makes us perceive.

this has reflections on the nature of architecture too - that it can be made too explicit, materialistic, mundane and logical (mindscape) something which i feel is happening in developed nations and something which remains to be realized, felt, is implicit about values, rooted, ambiguous, intuitive  - something that probably terms such as indigenous, vernacular, traditional, pre-industrial, ancient architecture may be offering. Hence movement, space, activities, climate, site, technology can also be deployed to generate such feelings or values which make us tap consciousness within us.

even if consciousness is the absolute reality we have to work our way to realize It. We are born as constructs or illusions and hence cannot see the Truth. for this, remembering and taking  the name of God is fundamental to develop this realization. the name of God is strength, potential, patience, eternal, non judgmental, tranquil, love. this will generate those tendencies in us that we associate with God. Thus all motions and variations speak the same truth and are complimentary to one another. A person being too fast and another being too slow will finally lead to the same point and hence too fast or too slow are the same as far as consciousness is concerned. Align yourself, in whatever way possible for your own vibrations, to reveal God.

Hari Om

Monday, June 27, 2022

Shree: Melt

 

Shree: Melt

At times a doubt may appear in the mind – how long to do the same thing? There is no definite answer to this question, since it is only a state of existence at that point. The doubt will go away. How and when and why need not be worried about. In fact nothing needs to be worried since all things change and hence the purpose of planning is to remain stable and align ourselves to realize God. Things and change are imagination of the mind – very fluid and illusionary. Fluidity or motion or visibility and transformation is a characteristic of God making himself visible. All world is His; all actions are His; all Will is His and we ought only to realize this and love Him! Doubt will melt away by becoming steady in action. All things melt and silence is established. Let go of all worries.

Hari Om.

Shree: Devotion

 

280622: Shree: Devotion

Existence is. How things happen in the world of motion is about vibration, its potentials to change and dependence and separation as its effects on the mind. Mind exists as a state of motion - vibrations and thoughts – perception and the world of forces and forms – responses – separation and fear. Thus what is true is constructed by the mind. Mind is a phenomenon of existence which is already there but can be perceived by many ways – it being the property of the medium of existence. Thus whatever we see is purely Divine and represents the One. By being unconditional, loving, focusing, the properties of absolute existence are inherited – the mind being transformed into One – and Divinity established. Mind has the capacity to become so. The pulls that are perceived and the forms that are seen are made by the mind itself. The mind requires training to become God. For this to happen, it should realize that it has those properties and can become so if practiced.

Obviously in the world of motion the question will be where and how to begin? And the questions around undertaking this journey will be about resolving dilemma, self doubts, explorations and trust. In all this, consistency of approach beyond any doubt is a must and perhaps that is what is meant by focusing or concentrating – vanishing self doubts and just keep doing – we also call that as “devotion”. Thus devotion, if decoded, may include dimensions of focus, concentration, patience, trust, love, practice, consistency, gratitude, acceptance, optimism, forgiveness.

With space and time, the principle of devotion should manifest in different ways. So what is manifestation? One way to look at manifestation or the world of motion and forms is to become the trigger or the intent that creates forms. Devotion is that trigger or that intent. People are intents and they also work with intents. It is not a matter of money or security or home or relationships that one desires – it is a matter of intent with which the entire life will revolve around and will get perceived – as if the forms or space and time were immaterial – what is “material” is only the intent.

I think that one need not feel guilty that how much time did this concept get realized and how much more time will it take to actualize the same? All is progress. In what way was perception seen, did pulls take us to make decisions, their cycles, transformations, unpredictability, plans, analysis – all this is required and all this needs to be aligned with a transformative focus – and all this needs to finally melt into the One. This becomes a matter of discovering the One amidst the fragmented forms that one perceives. The fragmentation was a state of mind and not of One. The fragmented mind therefore collects itself, aligns and sees God. God is to become and to be realized – it is the only Absolute Truth.

Hari Om.

Sunday, June 26, 2022

Shree: Let Go

 

Shree: Let Go

remembering God is a continuous process and every moment represents a unique way of connecting to Him or becoming Him. This means that every moment of motion creates a connection with space and time, which we are required to transcend it ourselves and dissolve ourselves and focus only on the One. therefore remembering God is relevant as long as we live or we perceive motion (this perception is forever changing so there is no set formula as to transcend it). remembering will have to be done till all vibrations reveal only God and nothing else. this means that all other vibrations have merged or dissolved or resolved into the only absolute vibration that is present for eternity. there is (and need not be) any other creation of forces or forms. creation is incomplete, changing, untruth and not to be depended on. all our lives and mind and body is only an imagination or the potential of God in other state of existence. thus things will happen in billion ways and there will be a continuous change every moment. but we are not the change at all or we need not identify with the change. we are already here as the absolute One and being completely unconditional.

yes it pains to accept change and pain is an indication to let go and to know that bliss exists irrespective of the situation we have created for us - so let go. let go of everything - of control, planning, ego, discipline, recurrence, imagination, worries, fears, defense, evaluation, judgment - let go. Let go of all conditions, let go of mind and body, let go of vibrations, let go of actions and thoughts. Let go of motion.

Hari Om.

Saturday, June 25, 2022

Shree: All is ok.

 

Shree: All is ok.

No need to say anything – we are Silence and mysterious, as all manifestation is. Consciousness is and from It, the entire world of forms is manifested – as a state of existence. Manifestation is not different from consciousness and all is only the One felt as many from our point of view as motion. There is no need to justify or argue or evaluate or position or do anything specifically for anything to be attained specifically for a cause of manifestation! All is perfectly ok and all is ok that things happen and they are in this state of existence. All is ok that there is some dependable and changing visibility and there is the non changing absolute state of the One. All is ok that there are tendencies and things happen when they have to and it has got nothing to do with the concept of personal perception. All is ok that manifestation exists and we have forgotten God and we need to evolve to become the One. All is ok to be distracted and to remind oneself about the right path. All is ok that things get perceived in many ways by many people in different spaces and at different time periods. All is ok about the motion and why, how, where and when it happens. All is ok beyond any explanation. All is ok that all things cannot be explained. All is ok with Silence. All is ok.

Hari Om.

Shree: world view and architecture

 

 

260622: Shree: world view and architecture

A few years back concepts or data or stories about demons or Gods or damsels or Yakshas or anything having spirits used to sound quite funny. Nowadays I think they represent a world view of people about cosmos and their place in the world of existence.

This world view is different from the logical world view we seem to follow – hard pressed on causal links and competition and judgment and overtly materialistic.

The point about world view is our belief in existence. What does world view consists of? Previously it seems that all life forms and the spirit within them were an integral part of mindscape – something that is very real and equal partners for making a fruitful life. When I hear tales of some Rishi going to Lord Vishnu to seek guidance the question is: is it a physical place or a mental place? It is a mental place I believe and it is in the self. So going to the Lord means to go deep within yourself and if the problem appears in that space, it means it has entered deep within sub consciousness level.

Therefore all forms and values and mental spaces are valid. By being restrained only to the visible and logical, are we restricting our access to other worlds and what that can offer us?

This is a huge territory to explore – in terms of space and time, representations of idea diagrams and their effects on the tangible world. In a nutshell – the visible is a product of the invisible and in between many things are relevant. Are we aware of those and how they affect the visible world of manifestation?

Architecturally, space already exists. Then based on the mind, it assumes some significance (even before architectonic expression) – say a sacred space. Sacredness is defined by orientation, social order, terrain setting, proximity to some geographical features, concepts of world views, recitation, construction process involving everyone, and who does what and why, seasons, demarcation of site, purification rituals and so on. The physical basis of existence is seen as an opportunity to express the sacred dimension. The entire process then becomes a way of expressing a sacred dimension in physical existential or manifested space and time – as architecture. The various scales and proportions, elements of architecture, ordering principles, serve this purpose.

This connection of mindscape to architectural space and time is default – their relationship has changed over the period of time. Whereas the above may be true for a lot of pre-industrial cultures, nowadays the challenge is to tap consciousness again when the architect has a client, a site and a form of technology to manifest things. What are therefore the timeless factors which he/she has to tap and express in today’s times?

Hari Om.

Shree

 

 

250622: Shree

Visibility is a journey from consciousness to materialistic or forms. And visibility is also a gateway to the consciousness or invisibility. What we see or sense or perceive is a journey from the Unknown and also a gateway to the Unknown and NOT an end in itself. The Unknown vibrates, so there is motion and forms get perceived or perception occurs. This leads to separation and dependence and change. This is a state of existence, but not true (depends on nature of the mind or vibrations) and hence not permanent and eternal. Everything becomes conditional and since vibrations change, so do the created situations. Are situations real? No, they are only imagined in the mind. Mind itself is imagination and so whatever comes out of that medium of imagination will have the same properties of change, forms and illusion.

There is a craze amongst some of us to control vibrations at all costs – this has led to massive greed, desires, micro planning, extreme exploitation, individualism, loneliness, isolation, sterilization, ordering or regimental, uniformity, erasure, identity crisis, hyper production, fast pace, fragmentation, over consumption. All these are traits of colonial rule and subsequently the Developed Nations and especially America. What the USA practices is mundanely material without any ounce or respect of spirituality and what India suggests is a spiritual capital at the cost of the material. A society that understands the importance of spiritual dimension forgoes material prosperity or abundance and vice versa. Is material important for survival? Difficult question. Perhaps it is not necessary for peace. There is no use trying to fulfill our desires at all costs and at micro details – it does not give any peace, since peace is essentially unconditional and even beyond imagination.  Fast or slow, by themselves as ideas do not hold much ground if they do not take us to the One. None of the manifestation or the concepts generated therein hold any truth unless they can fulfill a spiritual desire of becoming the One. What is the truth in manifestation about you or me and relationships or situations or many or running or fast or money or anything for that matter – if it keeps changing? I am only asking a question here and looking at the mirror. What is the truth? I am only asking a question. To whom? No one.

Ego is not the truth and is only an illusion. What is truth is consciousness and hence there is mysterious dimension of existence and is the inspiration behind everything. We are inspirational and what happens and why and how and when is inspirational and not to be judged by perception alone.

Judgment and evaluation is a nonsense idea of manifestation – if we are soul, what is to be judged about it and how does one even evaluate a default medium of existence anyway? Then the question is why do we even attempt to judge or evaluate anything at all?!

What I am and what I become or became of me and where things will lead me and why and how and sequences – are these things to be even thought over in intellectual terms so that some form of expectation or evaluation would be defined? Why live in this manner?! Of course the counter question is why not? I stating the question or not and I responding to it or not and in what intent does not change the existence and achievement of unconditional bliss. I am not the question and neither am I the answer. What I say or do and hear and see and feel does not define anything about any of the imagination of my mind (especially about self worth) and I am loveable beyond everything. Conditions are immaterial and so are compulsions or the pulls or desires or time or space. I am not the senses or the body or mind or responses or thoughts or vibrations or manifestations or motion or anything that is imagined. I only am the One.

Hari Om.

Friday, June 24, 2022

Shree: Mystery

 

250622: Shree: Mystery

There are many things that I can speak of today – all by God’s blessings I am sure of it.

Many things are inspired from Dnyaneshwari’s discourse on Arjun and Krishna.

Seeing God is not an aspect of visible sight or perception. God is perceived from within – as a state of mind that transforms into the Infinite One. The mind that we have or perceive currently also represents a state of manifestation that is dependent on space-time nature (of change and many and impermanence and interdependence). God is perceived by alignment and by concentration and through various techniques. By what technique He reveals Himself is upto the individual phenomenon to discover. Arjun wished for Vishwarupa Darshan (by visible transformation) and this is what He received by God’s grace. Other devotees wished for something else, and He revealed in those various aspects.

Secondly a reference is made to “विचार चक्र” that generates in Arjun’s mind about how to request Vishwarupa Darshan from the Lord? This is elaborated in his introspective mind about taking stock of history of devotees, trying to find out if his request is particular one or had it been asled before, his intense love for the Lord and where does he position himself as a devotee in all this, whether the Lord will grant his request and why should the Lord even acknowledge the request, or why not, and Arjun’s final determination or decision to nevertheless ask for this request despite any inevitability and Arjun knowing that there is no looking back….many things are implied in this – that any decision goes through a series of deliberation, comparisons, contradictions, dilemmas, our own awareness about the known factors and finally acting on a decision in the uncompleted state of knowledge. This may seem quite obvious but people are required to pay heed to this aspect of mind – that arriving at a decision takes due time and one need not compare another’s way of arriving at a decision and at the same time need not get worried in what way things manifest and materialize, for the Lord is the Ultimate Reality and no matter how much super skilled we may be, we are still a phenomenon of manifestation that change and dissolve.

Arjuns’ request is granted immediately by the Lord and then it is again mysterious why the Lord grants Arjun’s request. If I would have asked, He may not even blinked at me! The Lord takes an Avatar when asked by His devotees to be their son – so He is born, spends His childhood, becomes a Friend, becomes a Husband, becomes a Guide and a Philosopher, becomes a Warrior, Becomes an Ascetic…but He never reveals His Secret to any of His devotees except for Arjun on request. A lot of meaning is embedded here. A person is required to “be prepared” for the Lord’s presence, He will reveal when one is prepared, He will confide His secret in you if you are capable enough to handle it. In other words, this event speaks as much about Arjun, as it does about the Truth of the Lord in the form of Krishna.

All things happen for good – it is only a matter of concentrating on the Lord and realizing that His Will is the ultimate Truth, not mine or yours. Trust is important. In the journey of attaining the Truth or becoming the Truth, we perceive different states of mind, numerous thoughts, from bad to good and all have validity and all need to be accepted without getting disturbed or distracted. All is motion and hence it implies certain state of existence. Motion is one form as compared to the other and motion is manifestation as compared to the stationary Lord. So motion is based on comparison, separation, difference, clinging, and perception. Hence it is always relative and steadiness is expected so one can feel and become absolute stillness. For this self acceptance, love, unconditional existence and concentration are the key elements. Perhaps they are one and the same but spoken from different perspectives.

Writing perhaps for me offers this dimension – it becomes important (for me) to express these thoughts, else the cycle of dilemma cannot be accepted with peace! In order to consider this existence that is expressed through me as a gift from the Lord, perhaps it is required of me to keep writing these thoughts. So be it!

Lastly, a human being cannot, even if he wanted to, reveal all that he is. Hence to keep something ambiguous and mysterious is a default dimension of a human being and that is perfectly ok and this dimension is consciousness Itself present in all of us. A human being exists because of this mystery and this is not subjected to any debate. Accept it and trust it for all the Unknown It represents. This mysterious dimension generates all the tendencies and we perhaps only need to accept whatever comes from nowhere with complete gratitude without judging or doubting it. In today’s times when things are compelled to be made explicit, is this expectation of expllcitness becoming seriously unrealistic?

Hari Om.

 

Thursday, June 23, 2022

Shree: Dilemma and Anchor in self + architecture

 

Shree: Dilemma and Anchor in self + architecture

this tendency can be very annoying to accept. for me, this might be the biggest learning experience given by God. acceptance means to become loving and non judgmental about existence itself that is currently perceived or formed by vibrations and constructs, ego and attachment. so the water gets coloured in the manner we perceive it. this raises exploration of various fields of knowledge and scales of spaces and time zones and life forms. the voice is of the critique and i am never sure as to what i am doing, what i may get, what should i plan. for many years this was considered as something of a fault, something that cannot be controlled or outgrown.

in the field of knowledge, it has taken me to interdisciplinary fields to pacify this tendency and to philosophy as well. the strong point about this tendency is that i perhaps never take anything at face value unless it has been thought over and internalized. as i read texts on  philosophy and encounter situations around (that i make of course), i realize that things ought never to have been in control anyway  - happy times or unhappy times. we are not the doer in any case and we are not the absolute permanent truth as some concrete product (even concrete changes by the way). if i change as vibrations, if mind and body changes, if perception changes then what am i expecting as something of permanent nature? doubt or dilemma of existence can also mean possibility or potential to change and to keep improving and progressing. doubt may also force one to keep evaluating the self, which can be a tiring process.

tendencies are constructed or imagined and they are not good or bad - they are to be seen neutrally., vibrations make you do something or make you imagine something and all is only a construct of the mind. since we are born as vibrations, we create situations and all kinds of responses. to think that i need to have a particular personality or live in some space or some time is an incomplete undertaking, fuelling more desires. any person is imperfect and represents a potential to become the One, just as i. so it is not important what happens outside - it is more important what are you creating and how do you accept this force of creation?

the second thing is about identity crisis in society, culture, fields of knowledge and the self (in increasing internalization of tendency of dilemma and crisis). from this perspective, the past appears stable, although dilemmas had existed at all times, except their nature may have been different. a human being is a human being so he/she expresses the same tendencies irrespective of situations except in unique or particular ways. the present is seen something like a "given" but it represents the reality of existence and vibrations - just like any other time - are you alive to the idea of existence?

in continuation to self crisis is linked the rate of change of variables of manifestation (by our own making) and the resignation of instability that has seeped in our minds. it seems quite pointless to plan anything, to discuss anything, to predict anything (and the loss of a stable past or future in terms of loss of timeless values is the biggest hit we all are facing currently) since what is "common and agreeable to all" is a big question. this is the price of extreme individuality, deconstruction and faster rate of change.

central to this issue then, is how does one generate a feeling of an "anchor" in existence or delightful being as an experience?  Then can time be seen from this perspective of offering anchors because of the value systems, behavior, settings, rituals, activities, form of architecture and can therefore indigenous mindset be contrasted/ compared with modern mindset? An indigenous built form of a hut represents the entire socio-political-cultural-spiritual beliefs of a society (materials only make it tangible space). Then we are indicating what about the reading of space itself (which is contextual) and representing space as a value system (again contextual) and idea diagrams? aren't these important?  Architecture is not just a form, but it represents an evolution of society and value system of a human being. It may be seen in purest abstract terms but it has to address the dimension of psychology and metaphysics, else it is not complete. so where are we heading in this case?

this is where we are heading perhaps. the challenge is to feel the anchor within us and architecture expressing that anchor.

Hari Om.

 

 

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

Shree: Concentration

 

230622: Shree: Concentration

Concentration many times is equated with refinement and faster production. That is one dimension of concentration and I am not sure if that is always to be adhered or supported. Concentration can also mean to focus on the absolute reality, wherein all distractions caused by ego (say perception of manifestation; unnecessary fear; unnecessary worry; unnecessary pain; unnecessary ego) are dissolved or not considered real enough to create a pull or a compulsion to respond conditionally.

Focusing on absolute reality means to go beyond conditions of space and time and to become unconditional - so the process of engagement itself takes a form of divinity or transcendence and is not informed by constraints created by internal vibrations (or by Space-Time). This means to go beyond fear especially and worrying about the result and expectations and change - all born from perception or vibration or mind-body phenomenon. How this can be accomplished as a process of "becoming" is a matter of discovery by the individual and herein lies the potentially alive nature of existence. What we see as forms is a gross perception of space and time  - compelling a lot of conditions of performance on us. It changes, we expect permanence and there is pain. In acquiring an object (which is also a changeable construct), there is a seed of some other desire and hence there is no satisfaction in worldly pursuit. Desire is a vibration that creates an illusion of separation and fear and change.

By concentrating as a mind skill, we are aiming at dissolving this wavering tendency of vibration and becoming the Absolute Reality.

Hari Om.

Shree: Opposite

 

Shree: Opposite

One only requires to observe quietly to know what is happening as vibrations, forms of existences, interrelationships and so on. Motion is to be observed and not to be reacted on or getting carried with it. All is God and as suggested before, state of absolute existence comes with practice and cannot be known through forms or change or visibility or vibrations or senses or mind or body. Words, thoughts, diagrams fall short of any description of God and it is obvious why it happens in that way. Anything that becomes visible is subjected to control or we can say that anything that follows laws of space and time becomes bounded and visible and perceivable. But God is beyond the Laws of space and time. Because it cannot be visibly known, that does not mean it is NOT there! Man considers all things true if he can sense it and see it and considers it separate. this is motion, attachment, vibration and ego. He fancies to bring everything into control since it probably offers him security or something to control about or think about. It is a funny nature of man.

But God is a state of existence that one needs to become - it is NOT a separate product and hence the journey towards God is mysterious and cannot be predicted or controlled or assumed or anything - it only has to be trusted for what it offers, what it will give, what changes might occur in perception, what one will have to renounce, what surprises one will encounter - COMPLETE unconditional  trust on God is required. Hence the attitude of trust has to even surpass space and time. As trust builds up, existence of God becomes real and closer to us and we become the One. I used to think that God is to be trusted. But that implies that each and every moment of manifestation and its transformation also needs complete trust beyond doubt - it is not a one night stand. Trust is to dissolve or surrender the ego or the idea of mind and body. It is the OPPOSITE of what man desires!

Again, desires, change, fast, slow, action is all relative and do not mean anything in spiritual terms unless they do not make you realize God.

Hari Om.

Shree: Everything will be known

 

220622: Shree: Everything will be known

Come to think of it, it does not matter if and how and where and when things occur and whether you have been a witness to it or it has happened without your presence. things happen despite you being there and they happen through variety of reasons and pulls and incidences that are beyond imagination so relax. i being there or not being there does not change anything in absolute terms. i trust that all things happen for good and it is always good that things happened in some particular ways. with time, all will be revealed to me surely and for this i trust God for He knows everything and is present everywhere. Now how does this attitude come and where and when and why? It is not known and need not be known for it is mysterious. By labeling everything as a causal link is too narrow a lens of perceiving reality perhaps. Trust surpasses causal links and trust contains all causal links beyond imagination. trust is bliss and trust is inspiration. Trust is pure potential and pure love. Trust is infinite and beyond conditions of space and time. Trust is divine.

Trust is God.

Hari Om.

Tuesday, June 21, 2022

Shree: Apple and Orange

 

220622: Shree: Apple and Orange

Which thought grips you and what kind of cycle does it generate? One is faced with a question and choice each day that starts an action. this is important - how do you consider the question and where it leads you. Motion that we sense is a question itself and an urge to respond to it. it is the outward pull. the pull is by various conditional factors which we imagine or have constructed through space and time. this can be outgrown if effort is taken. we are not conditional, to begin with and this has to be realized. we exist and we are blissful, we are God and we are not the mind and definitely not the body. why are we so afraid of relationships, or demands or expectations or anything else? are these pulls to be taken seriously? why do these pulls get generated?

i create a dilemma. this may continue to give some kind of situation. Am i supposed to be guilty of this that dilemma persists and cannot be resolved and i face contradictions at every corner? This is the cycle that is generated. Well, the fact is that all tendencies originate from God and the first task is to keep accepting any tendency without judging it.... it will throw some perception or generate thoughts and compel one to respond. this is the nature of tendency or vibration. in case a decision is taken to outgrow the tendency (which generates the world of forms) then tendency needs to become steady and dissolve into absolute existence of consciousness.

tendencies are not bad  - any tendency for that matter. vibrations make forces and then forms and they are to be only seen with detachment and love. Of course a difficult journey as we create egos and that locks vibrations into certain ideas. So the improvement is expected in the self rather than expecting the world to change for you - which in any case was a snobbish idea.  

secondly things happen for good - they may be tangible or intangible but effectively it is only the One. how they align to manifest into something is also quite mysterious and this alignment also needs to be accepted with gratitude.

finally, nobody is born to answer any questions of manifestation! being born and death are illusions of movement which we take it very seriously and this is again to be outgrown. effort is important although it may seem to take an unlimited amount of time to realize!

With every transformation, the nature of space AND time will become different so what that change means cannot be visualized beforehand and cannot be compared with present state - much like comparing apple with orange. The two things - apple and orange are real with respect to the prevalent state of mind but none of the two things are absolute. This means that apple can change into orange and vice versa. The apple's identity is related or dependent on orange and the apple may not be even aware of orange's existence! Secondly apple sees the world in its perspective. So the apple represents the world in one form of perception that is unique to it. The same scenario is about orange whose sense of space and time maybe way different and seem to be unrelated to apple's! BUT, they can interchange and that is to be realized as a capacity of human being - to change into God. All forms and forces are interchangeable and interdependent and one form of existence may not even be aware of any other form of existence - just as we are not aware of God's presence DOES NOT mean He is absent!

Thus acknowledgement of this mystery is the first step to transform into God. Best of luck!

Hari Om.

Shree: It hardly matters

 

Shree: It hardly matters

To control means to make something explicit as variables and establish sequence - a kind of a fuzzy logic. Diagrams may mean something else too - that of knowing one's place in existence - pure expression. Man expresses himself metaphysically and psychologically too and that is his need. And perhaps that leads me to write something like this - not knowing how things will be or what will become of them and not structured or ordered and not immediate and direct but very ambiguous and perhaps of potential? it hardly matters if things are NOT explicit but only relative or tentative and floating. It hardly matters whatever about space and time. It hardly matters how things are and how they may change. It hardly matters. It hardly matters is I am there or not and if you say something or not. It hardly matters.

All that matters is Existence or God.

Hari Om.

 

Shree: A Miracle

 

Shree: A Miracle

Everything is in God's hands and His Will works unconditionally everywhere. With this understanding life is to be lived. i do not get time for myself or any manifestation intent should be outgrown as an idea. And my existence does not depend on any intent or condition or achievement or anything. I exist blissfully. Whether i do something for myself or for any person or for any situation - effectively, I am serving God since He is the only One. The realization of One is different for vibrations, for thoughts, for feelings, for actions. Alignment to agree about the existence of the One by all modes of expressions. Love is  the foundation of everything since love can become truly unconditional and take us beyond forms. Can we love ourselves and manifestation unconditionally and fully accept ourselves without any inhibitions and claims and ifs and buts? Can we remain calm despite any change of vibrations? Can we absorb all the pains and not be compelled to react? Can I continue to feel the pain of my mother and father and yet love them knowing that they won't last long? Today I feel pain for many things and am at a loss to put things in words or perspective - but maybe tomorrow things work out miraculously (despite my worry of today) and i will see that day with peace for undergoing all turmoil of today and I need to thank God for the same. In what manner things get lined up nobody knows in manifested state of existence but they do get resolved. For this again, trust is required that we may not see what lies ahead, but we will be taken care off and all will be ok. Tomorrow the world may be very different, and things will change but still all will be ok. Despite my worry, things will be ok and this is the whole point of bliss - to go beyond vibrations and to sense the Unchangeable where vibrations cannot reach or affect. And if this is the truth then why worry at all? Worrying is a disease but the mind requires training to go beyond - it does not go by default but by a combination of effort and grace. i may appear egoistic, but probably this may be a step in evolution, which is also fine. Evolution for me or other or both?! Maybe everything!

Try it and it can be really peaceful. Love does NOT require anything as a start point or end point or any conditions for its existence. I think another word for God is Unconditional Love.

I do not know what i am doing is right or not. That is if waiting is proper or running is proper or preferring something is proper? I do not know. And I am ok with it. Whatever happens is by God's will and whatever i may be thinking as this or that - is by His presence. Be steady in this thought, know that this is what it is, know that everything is God and know that God is within  you.

Thank you God.

Hari Om.

Saturday, June 18, 2022

Shree: All is only the One

 

190622: Shree: All is only the One

God has made creation and from that perception is formed. Then there is you and me and others and there are forces that create forms and these change with time and space. So the forms that we perceive have a temporary value and that is its nature. By nature it is meant that things are not to be taken personally (or taking things personally may also be considered as a part of manifestation to keep it alive or in a state of existence!).

Things happen, situations happen, perception happens, response happens, cycle continues, vibrations continue, mind and body changes – all these keep happening. In fact the deeper one goes in manifestation it is seen that even prior to forms there is force and prior to force there is vibration and prior to that there is just consciousness that is infinite, non changeable, unconditional and blissful. Our mind can go as back as vibrations but can it become absolute? Philosophy says yes – only if it dissolves itself or becomes unconditional or steady or renounces vibrations – all this means the mind has to become the state of God. God can only be felt if the mind becomes the One, else it is always crafting illusions and generating situations and forms and getting entangled or busying itself with resolving things – creating a web and getting entangled in it. All is a game of the mind – what it wants to create and how it engages with its own creation. Having said this, the realization should make on steady and take one beyond all vibrations and dissolve them. A state exists which does not have any hint of vibrations at all. This is the Absolute State – blissful.

Time and again there will be conditional demands or pulls to act on something. This “something” is our creation and is not true in absolute sense. Meaning our responses are not required to be conditioned or dependent on this “something”. This means to concentrate our gaze on eternal existence of the One and to know that we are the Soul and not the mind or the body. All is only the One and not many and not variety and not the motion and not the forces or forms.

Hari Om.

Friday, June 17, 2022

Shree: Tired of framing a question.

 

180622: Shree: Tired of framing a question.

Each moment pulls me into hopeless insistence of achieving something – going there, doing this, reading that, eating that, learning this, meeting this and so on. It is like a monkey catching hold of a log of fire and setting everything ablaze!

I think the real challenge in today’s times is speed and rate of change. What to analyze is the first question, since my speed of analysis is not matching the rate of change and whatever can be inferred feels thoroughly out of place the moment I decide to act or say something – so either there is a perpetual cycle of engagement or I defend or justify myself or become aggressive to take a stand. It seems that I am standing on a quick sand always ready to devour me.

The second challenge considering above phenomenon is why to analyze if everything seems ridiculous to debate and is leading to exhaustion of sorts. Thus should everything be suspended for good? The mindscape itself is probably tired even framing a question and trying to find an answer!!

 Let us try to consider how to proceed ahead:

Perhaps the fast rate of change is making the mindscape impossible even to conceive a question, remain anchored and acting on a hypothesis and learning something – this is an important cycle of sustaining existence. Therefore what should be done? The approach may be philosophical rather than based on manifestation. We lay emphasis on the mind and hence variables and hence causal effects and perception of change. The philosophical stance is: are we the mind? If we are beyond the mind, then should we be bothered about rate of change and what that projects to us? If we are beyond the mind, how to realize this state of permanence? This is self discovery – answer may lie in concentration, meditation, slowness, empathy, unconditional existence, commitment, duty, work, imagination or a combination of all of this. Speed is immaterial. Delight is unconditional. I am delight and there need not be any justification for this! Secondly because there is a mind, there is a question and hence there is a botheration. The pain is a function of the mind that perceives change. Dissolve the mind or the vibration and what is realized is a blissful existence not dependent on anything.

Hari Om.

Shree: There is only the One

 

180622: Shree: There is only the One

We generate cycles of thoughts or vibrations. Nothing is beyond the grasp of vibrations except for consciousness Itself which has a property to convert into vibrations. Since we are born as vibrations, the only way to feel consciousness is to dissolve vibrations or ego or the mind or the body or situations or the forms and forces that result from vibrations.

Existence only is. Existence is there beyond space and time – which is eternal and infinite. Existence then appears or behaves or converts Itself or becomes or expresses Itself as motion (and for us as mind and body or perception or vibrations). I already exist and the motion that I perceive is only a state of existence – an illusion that I create. Creation can therefore be seen as a default property of consciousness – nothing to be worried about or anxious about. With creation (or vibration), we have movement - also perceived as change. Change is impersonal and so are vibrations. By attaching or identifying with change or motion, we make it personal or conditional or purposeful and the whole sense of space and time gets perceived. Making things or situations or existence “personal” is to allow ourselves to become affected by manifestation or by the compulsions and the pulls and to believe that all is true.

The first step to decouple from this compulsion and to understand absolute existence is to start questioning everything and to encounter a dilemma and contradictions. This is inherent in a human being. The question is if we allow ourselves to explore this capacity of transcendence or go back into a shell created by the ego?

Deal with the question. It may take time to transcend the same or to dissolve the question itself – it will happen definitely and the struggle (honestly done) is not to be considered something of creating any guilt or hopelessness or anything. There are states of the mind that are experienced in this journey – whatever they may be is to be accepted; whatever situations arise are to be accepted; whatever happens needs to be accepted with grace, since we are essentially the Soul.

Fundamentally we seem to be afraid of vibrations and that they are not constant and things are out of our control. This thought needs to be outgrown with patience, acceptance and calmness. All vibrations are to be accepted – all of them. Vibrations are from God, the One and vibrations make us perceive “many” that create causal effects and interdependent things and forever changing scenarios and then we are engaged with them. This is an “illusion” – mind and body and vibrations themselves. What we see or hear or touch or perceive is not real – is only a construct from vibration.

So do not try to control or correct things. Things are not personal neither anything else and nor am I. Tomorrow anything can happen, anything can manifest, anything can be perceived, anything can have causal relationships  - that does not mean we ought to control anything. In all the manifestations that happen, it is better to focus on love, unconditional approach, expansion of the mind, empathy, process, concentration – these exist beyond everything else and they lead us to become the One. Thus situations can be dictated if vibrations become transformed into Godliness. Existence of the One is the key and not what I think or you think. Existence means blissfulness, One, absoluteness, non changing, eternal, only Being.

We are our true measure of existence. Many times we do not understand the meaning of causal effects and why things happen in some ways which are different than what we expect. Expectation is dependent on personal relative existence. If existence is only about the One and infinite, then there is no expectation but only delight and one understands that things are incidental and always for the good and reveal God and it hardly matters who said what with what words and when and where and why, because there are not “many” but only the One.

Hari Om.

 

Shree: Out of control? Or immaterial?

 

170622: Shree: Out of control? Or immaterial?

Things may appear hopelessly out of control....or maybe immaterial to control!!

Things are in fact immaterial - a construct of the mind, which in any case represents a state of vibrations of converting consciousness to forms. We ourselves have come or are formed from vibrations and hence that is what we catch, bring to existence and make it real (life-death). Since we ourselves are illusions, how can we discriminate between what is real and unreal? This is the crux of existential analysis. Illusion creates illusion. Truth does not and hence truth is unconditional, non changing, infinite, eternal and the One. God's name "Shree" is the only absolute reality and by remembering the same, we become the One (which means we need to dissolve and completely renounce manifestation).

It is immaterial - space and time and whatever changes happen within it (it is only a state of existence). it is immaterial what we see, what we hear, who we are, how we perceive some contexts, what interpretations we make, how we respond and what that generates! It is a foolish idea to remain entangled in a "lot of noise" that goes in our imagination about time, space, speed, pace, situations, people, responses, words, work, security, past, future and so  many constructs that "condition" us or force us to define some egoistic purpose for existence by our inflated egos. Nothing remains the same, nothing is static and what are we even hoping to accomplish in this ever changing scenario?! What a ridiculous idea! To comment also is foolish since anything we think is going to entangle us or form some relationship. The process of thoughts and means of entanglement is again a sign of separation, whereas all is only the One - so why fear and why imagine through vibrations or the projections of the mind and body?

Why get pulled and enticed by what the mind and body shows or projects? Is that a reality? Is that permanent? Does that offer any security (whatever that means)? All is only the One seen through the screen of perception as many and this fact needs to be remembered and realized so we remain composed.

Anything we know or don't know does not mean anything and does not convey anything. All things are not required to be made explicit and no matter what the efforts, situations happen. Whether you explain things or do not, they will be taken care of by God. Whether you say things rightly or not so rightly  - will not matter in front of reality of God, apart from your own honesty and commitment to yourself. Trust this fact. The bottom line is not to become worried about anything since worry is a foolish and a limiting idea. This thought needs to sink in us, bring about a transformation - it will happen surely with time, with effort, from any start point and encompassing all dimensions of thoughts and existences and finally leading to the One. What seems contradictory or in dilemma may not be so and in fact may mean the One. "I" too am incomplete and hence there need not be any place for ego at all. Why have ego? What for? When all is God, then why take any credit or discredit? This requires time and patience to be realized - do not fight, do not argue unnecessarily, do not prove, do not judge, do not justify and do not fear. Accept whatever comes by this calmness.

People keep talking and expressing themselves based on their internal vibrations or tendencies - it does not mean anything and need not suggest anything about you and how you need to respond. Can you listen to anything without getting disturbed? If yes, then your strength of acceptance and patience and being unconditional has increased. All perceptions of all people about space and time are immaterial to judge or evaluate to base your self worth - they are relative and hence incomplete and hence convey only a part of the picture. So just relax and accept the situation as it comes and goes and how you perceive it. What one says, in what manner, in what words, in what tone, framing what questions, indicating silence or noise and being pushy or silent or cold or anything - is only relative. All depends on how you generate your internal vibrations. So concentrate and focus on that and realize tranquility within yourself. Everything seems to slip and everything seems to cause movement of space and time - but you are always here and forever present and blissful. Remember this.

We have a Name of God and it is the only constant to remember. All is God. Only God.

It is good that nothing works as per your expectation and speed! It is good that you are disappointed and in pain a number of times! It is good that the ego gets crushed by many things! It is good that finally you are made to realize by your own realization that your bliss is independent of all imaginations that you ever did so far and the road to ever lasting peace does not lie in external control over anything related to vibrations or speed or people or space or time - but within your self and what you do within. Ego was only a feeble imagination. God is the absolute Truth. Become Him!

Hari Om.

Wednesday, June 15, 2022

Shree: Focusing and dissolving

160622: Shree: Focusing and dissolving

things of manifestation are interdependent and full of potential of becoming something and converting into something else. what you think as vibrations, so are situations formed for you. in short, it is a temporary picture of things and forces us to adopt a conditioned response (if this happens then...).Point is we worry too much about past or future and even the present and that keeps the world real for us - to find something and so on. We let things affect us and that is the problem. Vibrations are generated without our awareness of it and we get tossed by them.

frankly speaking, there is only One which is perceived as many, interchanging and interdependent motion of space and time. We are a result of consciousness that gets connected with manifestation through vibrations. Vibrations make us perceive and respond to space and time - all of these ideas are only that - ideas or constructs or imaginations and NOT absolute. so we imagine and get engaged.

the inquiry is: what is required to be imagined as vibrations? this means to focus only on the One and negate all other vibrations. the capacity to "focus" and dissolve the mind (separation and vibration) is with us. If the mind is dissolved by focusing on unconditioned existence, then the One is realized.

where is God? everywhere of course! even to ask this question itself suggests that one doubts the existence of God (which is again a state of existence). our existence has "come" from beyond and we forget that. hence there is an issue here and we treat everything as real, which should not be the case.

finding God means to become the One. God is not a product that one can catch in one's hand and look at it. to find God means to become God Himself. this means there is a conversion of the nature of self expected here and is NOT an external transformation but initiated within oneself. this transformation is about the change of vibrations from many to One. finally one can become God by focusing on breath, sound, process, love, meditation, work, empathy, analysis - underlying factor being of focus and dissolving the mind.

Hari Om.


Shree: only for you to discover

 

150622: Shree: only for you to discover

Come to think of life, i feel that it is a combination of motion that will compel one to think, feel and analyze and act; keep getting engaged; keep fighting ego; and progress to transcendence.

how transcendence takes place is a whole combination of efforts from conscious steps of thoughts, feelings, actions to trusting the presence of consciousness itself. realization may happen in an instant or may take several lifetimes. In this many things may appear at loggerheads, many things may tend to be upsetting, many thing may make us disoriented but we are not the mind or the body.

we can only wonder about existential phenomenon and our constructs and how they should be dissolved and the presence of consciousness itself - why complain or evaluate anything? this is applicable to situations, people, work, action.

to try and find a start point of control is not required and this needs to be accepted. to know that motion is incomplete and full of potential of becoming should be accepted. to know that there is a conflict of ego and freedom is to be accepted and responded. what that means is only for you to discover  - and is not a matter of justification or evaluation to manifestation.

to therefore accept that each one has come from Beyond and each one goes in this life's journey with a given momentum and choice of response or of exercising the potential to become something. each one experiences life or perception of motion and this is to be accepted as a gift of learning and getting to know God.

All is from Him without any doubt - even doubt has been given by Him so why cling as mine and yours? why compare situations and time and space - all is a construct of many - by the One. All is what should be - we may not know the complete picture at all and they may create certain uneasiness within us - we may feel that time is ticking, we may feel we are impermanent, we may long to connect to something permanent but may not find it - all is a progress to freedom. what happens should happen and what one comes to experience, is always to be experienced with complete bliss.

regardless of any change, any situation, any context, anything - our bliss does not change is not dependent on anything at all. this much is certain. and this is the single most important thing to become and hence keep practicing in all dimensions of thoughts. All knowledge stems from this fact and that is the purpose of becoming God.

Hari Om.

Tuesday, June 14, 2022

Shree: Vibrations

 

150622: Shree: Vibrations

All is one absolute existence getting "perceived" by us as many (in terms of vibrations, forces and forms).

Vibration that gets generated in the self contributes in shaping or creating situations for us. It is a matter of realizing this phenomenon and not complaining or controlling the same. Again the things we see are a result of a certain state of existence or vibrations. Hence there are many other states of existences that lead us to the Absolute One and a blissful unconditional existence. There is existence or the presence of consciousness and motion is a property of the same based on any vibration put into It. Our relationships, the manner in which we choose to work, our actions, responses - everything is informed by these vibrations. Why such vibrations get generated is only to be accepted as a given and with full gratitude. If everything is only the One, why then complain about variety which is a product of this consciousness?

There are many things which we do not know but they work together to generate motion or a situation which we only perceive based on an incomplete assessment. Hence what happens is to be accepted, what is done is to happen out of full trust in action, what gets resulted is also to be accepted.

People say what their vibrations compel them to say. if one observes without any evaluation about the manner in which people communicate, then one can grasp innumerable subtle things informing the perception of people that have got nothing directly to do with the perceived situation by them or you!

So what is happening here?! This is a discovery that one needs to undertake. For this discovery, the essential ingredients are patience, unconditional approach, love, observation and self control over our own vibrations. We already exist, so there is no issue of judgment here. We are required to be in full delight mode and discover the God in us!

Hari Om.

Shree: Dilemma

 

Shree: Dilemma

Dilemma is better than impulsive behaviour. dilemma suggests that there maybe more to existence than just perception through mind and body and it therefore seeks answers to conflicting issues of self and the other and change and control and permanence. dilemma also realizes the conflict between impulsive and tempting action verses a considered response offering a long term view and an impersonal judgment.

not all people vouch for this approach because it is at times a torturing journey where the self is always put under a critical lens. people exhibiting these tendencies probably speak less (since the  turmoil is within the mind) and emotions cannot be put in words but are to be sorted out internally. it is easier to blurt out emotions or impulses than to hold back, consider the alternatives and then act on some action.

at times it may feel that time slips when it is spent on taking considered decisions and it may also feel that other people get away quite easily as compared to the seriousness with which you consider life to be experienced.

in such times, it would be better to remind oneself NOT to compare one's tendencies and the perceived situations to anybody else's. You have come here as divine expression and you will always be divine regardless of anything and any change and any situation. what are one's challenges are one's challenges (they are self created) and they are to be considered important learning to go beyond. secondly, God is the only absolute truth and all motions, tendencies, potential of manifestation, forms, forces, vibrations, tendencies stem from there.

there is a reason for which you think and act in particular way and there is nothing wrong with it. Also having accepted this, you are also open for any discussion and effort that helps you to expand your mind. If you do just one thing in a day that does not mean that you were idle - you may have thought even more intensely than a person who may have done 1000 little things in the same time.

I feel that quantum and scale does not define one's worth. Worth, in any case, is beyond any manifestation and we may choose either to become excited or full of bliss. Coming to a conclusion of not doing anything for the greatest benefit of mankind is far more important than doing a 1000 things that do not lead us anywhere. It is not a question of small or big or rare or frequently - it is a question of honesty of intent and what that assists us in becoming.

Journey can be anything - it may be small, big, difficult, easy, long, short, heavy, light, straight, curved and many other things. Experiences and situations can be anything. Why bother about them and why be conditioned by them? Why find meaning in everything and why define the self based on those pulls? Why define the course of action based on your perception or impulse or pulls? Why  think that you are the mind and body and why not realize the unconditional existence of the Absolute One?

We are above everything else and that is to be realized. So accept anything that comes your way - you never know what lessons and learning and opportunities the moment may hold for you! It is coming from beyond - all of this motion! And the manifestation does not indicate your divinity or your responsibility or your perception. It is just there as a phenomenon.

Hari Om.

Monday, June 13, 2022

Shree: what gets said.

 

Shree: what gets said.

what i say something to whom and in what manner and where and when matters in terms of realization, not in terms of justification or evaluation. i am already vibrating so there is a potential to manifest. everything is a potential manifesting - visibility and perception that changes. this will tend us to perceive many, to keep talking and to keep defending and to keep operating in fear.

then i will say anything that does not benefit evolution process to liberation - it ties me down further and lose my focus of becoming the Absolute One. i get what i say (or think). i.e. i become what i say or think - words are immaterial. therefore watch  your words and intent - they have the power to assist you to become something. secondly, you will hear whatever you are ready to hear something - trust God. so do not push people into saying something or admitting something or feeling or thinking something. Let it all come with patience, trust and care. And by hearing whatever they say, you need not feel disturbed or compelled to do anything or compelled to feel sympathetic to anything or responsible for anything. People say things and behind everything, there is only impersonal expression.

Our duty is to God. If I want people to hear me out of sympathy, then I am demanding their sympathy (and making myself crippled along the way because that is what I am becoming). Thus, whatever you think, you become and you get as a response.

Thirdly let things happen and let you be always unconditional and full of care and love without any purpose. The world will change for you and your way of then seeing forms and forces and vibrations may change and perhaps the forms themselves may dissolve. Currently I vibrate to any extent that i perceive visible aspects of manifestation and change. By changing myself I may then perceive forces and then only vibrations and finally consciousness.

In each transformation I change and the world changes for me. Thus the crux is to realize this change and to decouple ourselves from invisible changing aspects of existence.

How this journey unfolds is only to be trusted with patience. You are ready only when your time comes. Till then, keep trusting God and keep the effort alive. God is always there and we need to become Him.

Hari Om.

Sunday, June 12, 2022

Shree

 

130622: Shree

There is only One absolute Truth. this is discovered by as many potentially existing tendencies as possible. this is the importance of existing in motion - that the situation, context, relationships, ego is a learning lesson to shed off or outgrow and not cling.

why fear change or try to perform or defend or justify anything? thinking also is a kind of defense that imagines justification or ego. all this is stemming from vibration alone and in whatever it vibrates, forms are seen or situations are imagined. everything is only apparent motion and nothing more.

we are already still and this unconditional bliss needs to be absorbed and we need to become so.

I am blissful. I am unconditional and what needs to be done is only from value and for the goodness of realizing the self or consciousness.

things happen, things come and go and things manifest. manifestation and dissolving is not me and it need not pull me or i need not identify or ride with it, no matter how much the compulsion or urge.

sometimes i get frustrated about weird things, justifications and analysis. Analysis does not lead anywhere apart from maintaining calm and knowing that one's vision is not the absolute truth but it is a Potential to manifest. Secondly, trust in God develops with time and one goes beyond. this is our capacity to become.

Manifestation hides the truth of One. Even we hide it ourselves. Surrender the ego. This is the only path to peace.

 

Hari Om.

Thursday, June 09, 2022

Shree: impulse, dilemma and inspiration

 

Shree: impulse, dilemma and inspiration

I think becoming very steady is the crux of existence. Existence is pure potential – divine and unconditional at each moment. We have a choice so to say – either to be in motion or to become consciousness. Changes are perceived by our state of existence, else these aren’t there. All things are by God and indicate God. To worry about our situation is unwarranted and situation is unwarranted as an indicator of peace. Peace exists unconditionally and hence is permanent and infinite in space and time. Change is space and time together and hence that which does not change – is not manifested or seen in space and time! Logic is of limited value to resolve motion, but it can be seen as a tool to make one realize the One! Dilemma and contradictions are higher than impulsive actions – for such people having dilemmas; the pain is going to become “internal”. And inspiration is beyond all tendencies!

Can we feel this dimension of non changing existence? Seers say that to become inward and go deep within oneself makes one feel this state and which is our default mode of existence. What we’re seeing currently is only an illusion/ change/ manifestation/ space and time. We are seeing this change on the canvas of consciousness; else nothing would have been in existence as motion!

The need is to become the canvas – absolute potential! All things we perceive is potential that manifests as motion. All things, nothing spared. So all things we see is divine inspired. Why crib? Why crib on the self? Why crib about apparent perception of motion?

Accept everything without any disturbance of vibrations. Accept the vibrations. Make them steady. Make them steady. Become calm.

Hari Om.

Shree: Give me strength

 

100622: Shree: Give me strength

I am troubled by the way things are happening. Troubled is my construct born from mind, body, relations, expectations, change, fear, and so on. But I consider this as a progress that questions of this kind disturb me and I keep looking for answers that situation or objects or people do not provide but are to be found through inner healing process. This is painful if we do not let things be as they are and if we continue to expect things our way. Letting everything “be” as it is means not expecting or judging anything from it. Something favourable or terrible – this is also passing a value judgment. If everything is God, then why even generate this value judgment? Why not only accept?  Manifestation is a phenomenon not triggered by the absolute idea or by absolute consciousness but is a result of relative existence of mind and body or by eruption of vibrations. Here is absolute existence that does not change and hence there is also a property or a tendency of vibration that apparently generates motion and creates perception for us and forms “I” and imagination and situations and relationships.

There is a combination of effort and grace in our lives. Effort is our perception of life and grace is the presence of consciousness from where we also have come. The effort is on account of vibrations and attachment to it or reference to it and not wanting to let go of these vibrations. We are not the vibrations or any of the manifested experiences but only the One. Remembrance of the One in many ways, by many situations, by many feelings, by analysis is required. I get hurt, am full of pain, then I question, then I seek answers, the talk remains in my head (precisely because it has to be resolved internally and we ourselves are generators of hurt or pain and not anyone else) and the talk has to be diffused – sometimes by effort and perhaps by grace at all times that I retrospectively realize. Thus thinking in the head is continuous. Training for silencing is required and will be done. In the meantime, there still will be hurt, pain, loss, grief, silence, healing, love, expectation, justification and all things that make manifestation. BUT it is only because this constant critical voice is kept alive and analyzing each thought (no matter how draining it might become); perhaps I tend to remain controlled or not take things personally and know that God seems to be behind everything so trusting as a feeling becomes primarily important, for which work or a certain training of perception is expected from the self.

Comparison of any external situation encountered by people, places, time zones, values, thoughts, bodies, is not required because everything is an incomplete picture and no matter what one tries to become as motion, it will change and never remain at rest. Empathy - is it necessary? It is important because it trains one’s mind to expand and to empathise or connect with the logic of perception that others seem to have created and to also know that tendencies are hard to break so tolerance and patience of everything is required. Empathy also helps one to accept one’s situation without complaints and realize that everything is an imagination. I am tempted to run away from difficult conversations and the throw of ego by others but if I stay calm then I may just develop the capacity to become assertive in what is required to be said. Secondly what others say is not any judgment about me and conveys an incomplete picture. Can one communicate and connect one’s values with others? Can one communicate loneliness? Can one communicate the dilemmas of existence and the change of space and time and what it means to perception?

Thus becoming God is the only solution to this phenomenon. In the meantime, why these thoughts occur, why this situation, why these relations, why these tendencies in people, why this place and time – all things can be offered to God again. His Will informs everything and is the inspiration behind everything, so why complain. Manifestation is incidental, change is incidental, I am incidental, relationships and people and many are incidental.

God is absolute. Give me strength O God to become You!

Hari Om.