Shree: interdependence and unconditional existence

 

010822: Shree: interdependence and unconditional existence

all things come from God. all things - that means vibrations and situations they create - this is a property of consciousness; of Being; of Existence. this property can include vibrations and hence manifestations or potentials or forms. it can also mean pure consciousness before or beyond space and time. space and time is a manifestation or phenomenon from God or it is Him in another form of perception. We are also Him in another form of perception.

at our perception levels, things appear to change and things are conditional and so are our responses, purposes, expectations, completeness, permanence, attachments, imaginations and so on. the change is not the soul or our real nature of the One. the change does not define us as absolute entities.

why does change bother us? why do we cling so hard on imagination? why is there an ego? who or what brings about change? what is change? what is vibration? what is control? why is it imagined and is there any need for the same? does value depend on anything? does existence depend on anything?

things happen when they manifest. thoughts come and go. we are not the thoughts. one day is nice and another day is rainy. motion is felt and the change (that is perceived) creates some effect on the mind - an imprint. if motion does not create any effect, then no change is felt. so motion and change and feelings are interlinked. in other words, things are interdependent.

what is only not dependent on anything is Consciousness. Consciousness also has a form - described as Infinite, One, non vibrations, eternal and blissful. All other things are bounded, changeable and interdependent and hence in motion.

i do not have any answer why doubt persists in my mind - perhaps i cling to it; perhaps this is ego; perhaps i want to make things straight; perhaps i fear what if i let go?....this is to be learnt - this aspect of letting go and dissolving and surrendering completely to the state of unconditional existence. i see through the mind, which is limited or conditional. sorry to be like this dear God. and i trust You that You will pull me out of this!

Hari Om.

Shree: Being positive

 

310722: Shree: Being positive

Being positive is to stay focused and to realize that blissfulness means being unconditional in action or manifestation. We manifest, so we perceive, so we remain attached, so we change, so we remain interdependent, so we vibrate, so there exist situations. All the world is in motion and there are conditions or vibrations that generate perceptions and dependence of constructs that we call mind, body, gender, religion, society, culture and so on. All is an imagination. And all can also be seen as incidental and transformative in spirit.

Accept everything – all turmoil, motion, vibrations, anger, love, change, patience, decision, approach, pace, position – all are just one and the same, interlinked, changeable and all take us to God. It is He who creates; He who gives; He who makes perception possible; He who brings about a change; He who gives learning lessons. Love and become unconditional.

Have patience to understand this; have strength; observe; wonder; focus; be positive; trust; surrender; have faith. Perception is. I is. God is. Existence is. Remain calm.

Hari Om.

Shree: Who am I?

 

300722: Shree: Who am I?

Things happen and they create certain perceptions in our mind – which are incomplete and that generates a feeling of impermanence and fear. Also our own vibrations create situations and hence memories, aspirations, perceptions of the present are subjected to change and remain incomplete. This is all theoretical as is being said – but is true also for lived experiences and how feelings get generated. Theory is a way of expressing the nature of existence; it has to be discovered by the individual.

Things will happen when they have to and in some ways that may be different from what is expected. So things, meanings, expectations, engagements are added layers to existence. Existence itself is neutral, infinite, unchangeable and blissful and full of potential to become but not attached or identified with anything. I or perception or form or relationship or situations all mean the same – motion, its effects and engagement and change. It is the same medium seen in different ways of imagination. Vibration is imagination or imagination also cannot take place without vibration. Hence it has a physical and psychological component and perhaps we are talking of the same thing/ phenomenon but in different perspectives – “physical” OR “psychological”.

Anyway, the idea of fear or ego (or its impact) is so deep rooted that it cannot be adequately said in words or feelings, since our present state of mind cannot reach those levels of vibrations and even if it did, then it cannot be said in proper words or language for others to understand and even if it is said in proper words, then it just creates a distorted reactions from people. (For justification – so much depth of going within is required and that also means how much deep the fear is present in us!). All this means that as we go closer to the Truth of existence; we are faced with a situation of going beyond the “other” and “self” (as motion) and we are required to invent proper words or language or diagrams that express the inner depths of this journey and what is meant by vibrations. In this process, the person experiencing the Truth may feel disconnected with others and vice versa. This also requires acceptance. And perhaps this becomes the biggest challenge to go beyond the self constructed notions of others/ situations – since that will mean leaving all these constructs behind and which also means that our identity does not (and need not) depend on any motion. Another challenge is that I may understand this sequence in a particular way, which will be uniquely about me. That does not again give an answer to others’ queries of life, apart from a general nature of philosophy. Hence philosophy has to be practiced to realize the Truth and is not a formula.

This is a difficult learning. But by surrendering the ego, I choose not to question and trouble my mind about why, how, where, how and when since these questions should not define my worth or what I set out to do or what happens and what results. Despite any intent and any words that are planned, things nevertheless happen in weird and hurtful ways.

This perhaps is a given - the nature of existence. But at times, it is also learnt that people say very deep things when the time is just right for them to say so – about their past or future or what they truly feel of the present. Why and how does this happen is not known. And just as annoyance erupts regardless of anything one does, same way compassion also is expressed regardless of any situation.

In that respect, situations do not exist. What only exists is our decision to become something – a tendency or a vibration or God.

I may have all the accounts of what I am and my tendency and relationships and situations and scenarios and foci, yet I am never sure of what is impending. Should I base my worth or feelings on this unknown eruption of situation? Should I become so much conditional on past or present or future? Should I be conditioned to motion? Should I become motion? Am I the motion?

Or am I something else?

Hari Om.

Shree

 

290722: Shree

discover and realize silence. in life, perhaps one is afraid of vibrations that change and are interdependent and set conditions and that creates a visible motion or an imagination that generates forms or situations. nothing wrong in it - wrong or right are notions themselves. it is all about loving existence which makes one non judgmental, silent, compassionate and inspirational.

i do not have answers to anything that happens in life which means that i do not wish to control anything and not judge or evaluate anything. this also means that i choose to consider existence (of self and other) as one and the same and become unconditionally blissful. bliss or love is unconditional and i need to become so. God and me are one and the same. things happen and all is God inspired. God is eternal and Invisible and non changing. we still need to unlearn many constructs and make ourselves available to become empty and let God in without any purpose or conditions.

it seems that this is quite a tough thing to do but it is inevitable part of human perception. another aspect to this is that pure potential is realized that again can take any form, yet remain unconditional.

at a personal level, disturbing things are happening at work front, intent front, relationship front, home front. i feel why should i be bothered and why should i consider myself so responsible for the apparent collapse of a situation? can i arrest it? of course not. is it even required? no. why am i expecting control? because i fear. what do i fear? pain. what is pain. hardship. to what? mind/ thoughts and body. what is mind and body? vibrations. is this all real? depends. am i required to dissolve this? not necessary. should i control? no. what am i to do then? just BE. God has plans. God's will works. He has all good intentions behind everything and He is there. So relax.

Hari Om.

Shree: Centre and the periphery

 

260722: Shree: Centre and the periphery

cycles is what we are involved with or generate. cycles are variables and their interdependence and changing nature. there is no single entity in the world of manifestation which is stable and give peace (including our own core). in any instant things appear incomplete and impermanent and that generates certain feeling. there is one inquiry of existence that talks of consciousness as the ever present medium to vibrations to forces to matter - all something mysterious and generating perception of mind and body and forms.

all is One. all things happen by the nature of One Existence and the manner in which vibrations happen and lead to motion. behind everything is God. and things happen beyond our comprehension and logic and effort to control - they just happen when they need to. again no one knows the answer to how things happen beyond a certain point. all tendencies, all natures, all forms, all vibrations exist. my being here or in some other form or being invisible does not change any of this reality as a statement or a definition. what gets changed is perception of the mind.

i do not think that by solving the riddle of life our worth depends. in the given situation things appear contradictory and answers get revealed when the time comes and what makes the answer possible is beyond our imagination, since many things work at the same time sequentially or laterally or both (and  this is what we refer as "potential" of becoming or manifesting and the original idea and possibility comes from God Himself. there is a huge variety of life and there is craze for competition; to get it right; to control; to keep expressing many things; to keep trying many things and so on and even "compartmentalization" and making of causal sequences. this is a tendency of existence. and one is required to become focused and silent in this motion. perhaps silence and motion may be one and the same and when we see motion, we are seeing God and when we become God, we also mean motion.

in me, maybe because of what i am, there are compulsions and urge to do certain things and validate and justify and explain immediately what i am thinking or doing or planning or acting on. taking the name of God is to make us drop all constructs/ assumptions/ intents with which we identify with, since we exist as pure Being or Soul. more this thought sinks in and one becomes stable in this thought, the better it is for his/her own good. we need not justify or take any guilt or argue or prove anything. we love. i may be appearing or expressing silence and i may think anything i wish to, but it is about God and as motion i will change. then the inquiry is about what focus one should define?

focus can be anything by keeping God at the centre. as a witness He is always there and so He should be made a part and parcel to everything i do. He is the centre and i am at the periphery.

Hari Om.

Shree: a few questions that bother us

 

250722: Shree: a few questions that bother us

not able to respond with clarity and able to pacify people about their questions - this has link with self worth; expectation of approval from others; expectation of pacifying them and removing their confusion; expectation of giving minimum time possible; expectation that people will understand our logic; expectation that people won't burden us with their problems; expectation of being perfect everywhere; expectation of foreseeing the changes of any kind; expectation of not being angry at anything. this has connections with larger inquiry or repeated thoughts on incomplete picture, changing scenario, dependence on situations, being subjected to act, evaluation, judgments, always encountering incompleteness. this seems to be the cycle of thoughts that eventually produces "fear" and "conditions" for peace that starts with

"if" only i am able to say things with all clarity things will improve....

"if" only i can speak my mind......

"if" only people change their tendencies....

"if" only i become expert in what i set out to do...

"if" only i had enough time....

"if" only people understand the confusion and the fear in me...

"if" only things do not change so fast....

"if" only i can love myself....

 

All thoughts and assumptions above were not logical (to give everlasting peace). peace is not conditional -a mistake we often commit by assuming that peace is a causal phenomenon dependent of situation, space, time, relationships and so on.

the required self talk is to become unconditionally peaceful and to realize/ discover such a state of existence. as existence either i become visible or remain invisible (infinite and eternal). all visibility comes from invisibility and hence to become invisible one is required to take a path from visibility towards invisibility.

i believe nowadays that my doing anything or not doing or my existence is unconditional to anything and i am peaceful with what i am, because even if the medium is only the One; as many I choose to feel an unconditioned state of bliss. all forms i see is imagination and hence force and vibrations are also states that cause imaginations. why bother about evaluation or who does what and how and why and where and when? who is immaterial. motion is immaterial - meaning it is not something to be afraid of - it is divine, unconditional, blissful.

so relax. look at people, be silent, hear them what they say, listen, pause and say or express what you feel silently. i am there and i am loveable. i can focus and i do good things. and i trust God.

Hari Om.

Shree: dialog and feelings

 

240722: Shree: dialog and feelings

Every day is a new day and a new learning. It makes little sense to refer to yesterday’s actions. There is an aspect of value or God or long term view which is constant but requires interpreting and access everyday and every moment. All things that happen or change and which are perceived are by this constant value or by presence of consciousness, whose nature is unconditional bliss. I think “who”, “what”, “how”, where” and “when” is one and the same. Manifestation of any kind has a character of interdependence and change and hence it is alive. Humans are one way of manifesting or coming into motional existence but there are many other forms of manifestation. Hence everything can be said to be alive and interdependent – expressing the One medium that is perceived as many. Summarily it is all about motion and if I say you or me, then I am indicating the entire cosmos and not just one body or one mind or the self which I believe to be distinct (but which is not). I exist as something – as absolute (which is eternal and truth and complete and everlasting and blissful) or as motion (interdependent and changing) – but it is only One medium that I am. What I am need not be doubted at all since doubt itself is an aspect of motion but not the absolute. The whole effort is to generate those vibrations that help our mind to become silent and become less doubtful of motion and touch the base of God.  

Coming closer to home, one of the important learning today for me was about feelings. People take things by what vibrations inform them and not what I wish to say – that can end up in heated debates and each one not knowing with what intent the other is saying something (except for his own constructed). The basis of all emotions it seems is fear and that too is with improper knowledge of existence or of ego (as a phenomenon). Fear propels majority of our feelings and ideas and responses as long as we do not understand our own nature of existence and how vibrations generate. That being said, it is still not that easy to decode thoughts and portray the sequence, logic, intent behind what is being said and why – it is logical for us but may still not create a desired effect on the other person. Yes logic has its own advantages of decoding and separating the fear from peace and taking steps to respond to fear or irrational thoughts. But at the moment of dialog, it still does not become so simple since thoughts travel too fast to be responded, questioned and acted upon for their required impact. Before this happens the mental damage is already done!

Thus, it should be accepted that hyper responses, anxiety, anger would be generated despite we logically explaining how things ought to be done by all concerned and we may think intuitively why things still take a disastrous step and where did we go wrong?

I feel hurt even after logically trying to explain things to people and when I think why I got hurt then these are some of the self talk that I create within myself:

I take it personally that I was not able to explain it properly

I am not good enough to prove a point

I have an incomplete picture to suggest the right action

I cannot say things beyond certain point so I am hiding something or appearing confused and ambiguous

People think I am stupid not being able to understand them properly

I am guilty that I am not able to pacify emotions of people

Apart from the intent or the point I wish to discuss all above sub thoughts also create a reaction in me or a feeling in me - which is of a mixture of sadness, anger, doubt, guilt.  In this scenario it is better to take following steps

·         Take a deep breath and relax. Take a pause and let situation ease out. Emotions cannot be controlled and need not be and that is all ok. Emotions need to subside so people talk through intellect and not through emotions. Let time be given and do not expect how much time will be required to ease out things. Time changes everything so no one is going to stick to one annoying emotion. Things will pass but that attitude and faith should be ingrained within.

·         Do not take things personally and define your worth based on your mind or body or capacity or anybody else’s perceptions. All things are relative so what people say or perceive about you (in negative terms) is irrelevant and not applicable and the same is also about your own negative thoughts.

·         Do not justify, for everything has a valid reason to happen (including any emotions or what perceptions develop). What happens and what does not has nothing to do with myself since worth is beyond everything. Justification does not solve problems in absolute sense. People reach conclusions in their own way through different means and note necessarily in the manner I reach those conclusions. One matter may be simple to you but not to others and vice versa. Intellect is good as far as determining faculty is concerned but not for achieving control over other’s mind or for demeaning anybody. The best ability of intellect is to decide when to let go, take a pause and how to structure self thoughts and those of others in a way where peace gets maintained. Peace is above all and is the ultimate truth. At any cost, it should materialize within self and outside.

·         Focus on what you believe should be done and trust God for goodness.

·         Give time for peace, love, gratitude, forgiveness, silence every day. Give time to heal and become unconditional.

·         Silence and peace are more important than explanations or justifications or any discussions or disagreements. No one wins by debates. Silence only does win.

·         All things that happen are for good and by God. Trust Him.

Hari Om.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Shree: Context

 

230722: Shree: Context

Feelings are contextual in terms of motion – as is everything is. Motion, as a form of existence, is relative, changing, interdependent, spatial and temporal. What one thinks and feels is subject to the state of mind/ body he/she has become or expresses. Whatever gets expressed is contextual and hence changes, since context itself is a relative idea. I am a human being and that means I think, I have a mind and a body, I write, I talk, I say  - all is an expression  of the ultimate Truth. All is only the One but is perceived as many and hence each person thinks differently, which is what is the potential of existence and keeps existence alive.

This observation may seem logical but that does not necessarily negate the experience of pain. Perhaps pain can be looked as a stepping stone to become unconditional and from that aspect it seems important to go through all kinds of motions and its impact on our perception. The point is of accepting motion as it is without complaining and concentrating (again as aspect of motion) on God.

The inquiry of why we seem to exist in this way needs only acceptance but not complain. The inquiry of change, context, situation, past, future, present condition – all needs acceptance. The inquiry of tendencies needs acceptance. The inquiry of debate and non alignment needs acceptance.

Love is unconditional and whom I should love and why and how are required to become ridiculous questions to consider and plan our actions of love. Love is love - it is not you or me or motion or anything. Love is a value, an unconditional state of being. It is eternal and blissful. Does it change? Change is something that vibrates. Love does not. So it cannot be perceived through senses directly but can be felt. That is where we ought to go and become – pure Love.

This still needs realization and planning our focus onto this idea. People will be in different states of perceptions and depending on what that is, the journey becomes unique to that person. As a situation or a tendency, everything is divine and loveable. Let us wake up to this idea.

Hari Om.

Shree: potential of existence

 

220722: Shree: potential of existence

fast or slow or thought or no thought or action or non action and anything that the manifestation suggests need not be a point of reference to define our worth. thought or self itself is a construct - like the mind or body or vibrations. by construct we mean motion, temporal, changing and "potential" to always keep becoming something (present tense). in this becoming, there is memory and with memory, there is perception of past, present and future and representing vibrations-forces-matter. hence existence is either about absolute invisible, infinite One or motion, many, perception, visibility, interdependence, forms. imagination is real, as far as i am concerned as an aspect of existence, so one is required to work on it. there is no escape from this fact and what is there to fear or worry? i exist and i am ok. the nature of imagination or motion is to change. not only vibrations appear to create forms but they also become interdependent and they change in character. it is all about movement.

now the point is we are involved with creation or potential to become, always. are we conscious of the manner in which this aspect works and how it affects us?  reality or becoming a reality is all that exists. in motion, i feel that one need not be bothered about change, what is said, how it is said, reactions, responses, our impermanence, our changes, our insecurities, our emotions, our justifications, our plans and the basic idea of motion itself and transformation. we are none of this (as blissful existence) and it does not matter at all what this instant of existence tells me. i can only concentrate. i can only choose to be something and this choice is regardless of any external situation or the vibration. my feeling blissful is unconditional to anything that i say or don't say or cannot say or would say in the future. it is not even dependent on mind and body or performance or any construct or fast or slow. all is only the One, so why consider "many"? God is full of potential and hence is apparently transformed into unconditioned action. He is full of Knowledge, love and action  - the three things are not separate (compartmentalization is a simplified way of understanding what is God). we say that all motions are one and the same - they should "melt" into the One. there is no differentiation (it is all in the differentiated mind)  - let the mind be unconditional and it will become and create God.

there is only God and His will or His potential is what works as motion/ force/ forms/ tendencies and interdependence at all scales and proportions across space and time. He is space and time and even beyond that. this beyond is also quite a misleading term and it does not indicate a boundary of space or time but an absolute state of being. change the state, become God. this change can happen through thought or action or feelings or concentration or breath.

Hari Om.

Shree: feelings

 

200722: Shree: feelings

i am the basis of all motion from body to mind and to go beyond to consciousness. what i perceive is a product of mind and body (or vibrations). the inquiry is about what is mind? it is not my mind or your mind but mind. mind is a product of vibrations that results in a state of imagination, wherein we perceive "forms" that change and are interdependent on us. this is a state of existence and all existence of motion is transient or not absolute. by saying "not", it does not mean derogatory but some state of motion which is yet to become absolute and blissful and unconditional. there is a  reason why one should not complain about anything or throw up anger. because it all comes back in some other form to us since it is all One. what one says or does affects one and not only the world. so the world and myself are two sides of the same coin  - do something to the world and it affects you and start with yourself and the world is affected. so what is the point in rectifying a separate point? our bliss does not depend on anything, not even a separate point and not even on my mind or body. bliss is bliss- unconditional and unmanifested and non vibration and infinite and the One. this is called as the absolute state of existence and therefore the mind can become this state if effort from our side is taken. just as motion feels real, so is the absolute state that dissolves everything. wake up from your slumber! another way to achieve this is to think and believe in long term action that becomes unconditional. God is eternal and hence long term prospect. if one does something without any purpose, then it is becoming God.

the answer to my query of loneliness of self seems to lie with the signals i send and how i perceive others to respond. many people gravitate around themselves - perhaps for feeling safe. but herds do not think and that also deadens the mind. so the response is to go on a path all by the self. no hard feelings to anyone, but this is a consequence of a tendency inherited within the self. all is from God so i trust there is a message and a learning in this decision.

in contemporary world, one thinks by intellect - it analyses, sequences, synthesizes, develops a response, acts and continues this cycle. the nature of answer and its application is informed by this tool. we make a mistake to assume that all people should arrive at answers in this manner and also employ the same tool with same intensity so things may get resolved. rubbish. people get inspired by many things and it is our duty to understand this diversity of the mind and what it means about values and how decisions seem to be taken.

most important thing is to remain peaceful unconditionally - more important than intellect or feelings. by feelings, i mean peace is important and not emotions. of course in our day to day behaviour, emotions sometime overpower intellect and we cannot think straight. in such a scenario emotions need to subside and then the intellect kicks in and things are clear to us. this is a cycle an individual goes through. but cycles of all people do not obviously match or happen at different speeds. in this scenario for any meaningful dialog to happen, we are then saying for all to be patient and to realize a common peaceful point to go ahead. is that asking for too much? in perhaps earlier times, the cycle was collective and hence things were clear to everyone. in contemporary times, cycles are individualistic and take different paths in all different directions - so how will the vehicle move ahead?! that being said, should we still feel burdened by this reality? now this is a question to go beyond. i have no easy answers here.

Hari Om.

 

Shree: Coin

 

190722: Shree: Coin

 i love you God. things happen by themselves. in what manner things materialize because of vibrations is mysterious. every state of mind from forms to vibrations indicates a change and interdependence and hence some identity generation and some resistance and some urge to go beyond. as this is being written, these are forces that get generated in consciousness. perhaps we get bewildered by what happens inside of us or by what we are and not knowing where to look and why certain thoughts occur. all is ok, i trust. all motion is transient and is not us - remember this. all is imagination of vibrations, forces and forms and all this has two dimensions when one is explaining or talking about it - force (and its layers) and physical dimension (particles or forms). a thought is as much physical as it is psychological and matter is as much psychological as it is physical! hence generation and perception of anything by default includes vibrations, forces and perceptional forms. all is a construct and not absolutely independent. all is conditional. all things that appear, change. all things that are in motion are created and dissolve.

another mistake we do is to think that we are independent as mind and body. we are not. mind and body means we are dependent and conditioned by many signals and all the effort towards "individualism" and "automation" giving us a promise of ultimate freedom or liberty also have repercussions collectively on society and environment. our actions in the world of motion have consequences, whether one is aware or not. hence automation is the same as indigenous mindscape since both represent interdependence  - except the nature of interdependence is different. thus we are looking at the   inquiry of "motion" - what should be the nature of change, interdependence, speed, senses, mind, body, space and time?

fundamentally, being born results in interdependence. and as long as we perceive life, this aspect is going to be by default. in this aspect, there is dilemma, struggle, hope, pain and so on.

another inference of change and interdependence is this - since there is only the ONE absolute singular medium, motion is bound to be interdependent and changing. it is a direct reflection of presence of consciousness. hence in motion, when we think of self, we are also affecting 'others' since other and self are two sides of the same coin - that coin being consciousness.

this also means that the idea of self or individual is a construct or a displaced notion born from identification with mind and body. the coin will flip as long as we stick to this binary of self and others. therefore, binaries need to dissolve by being aware of consciousness - there is only the One.

Hari Om.

Shree: Reality

 

170722: Shree: Reality

In what ways attachment or ego seeps into vibrations is mysterious – we may think we have complete control of it, but that is not the case. And hence how ego and other thoughts and expressions emerge is far more complex and subtle than one can imagine at a perceivable level. Something becomes perceivable because of start of vibrations – to forces and forms which we call as mind and body. This is the only reality we can imagine, but each form has a reality of its own and this reality changes and is interdependent. Not only that, but each state of existence from vibrations to body generates a reality of its own – again interdependent, changing and transforming into different states.

Therefore what is reality? This is not a fixed term, but one which is changing, fluid, interdependent, conditional and in constant motion. This is the reality for us. This can become absolute by our own effort – we have that capacity and we have that awareness to do so – to realize Godliness or the One which does not change and is not perceivable as a state of motion. So motion and all aspects of perception are born from this absolute state! Whatever we do or think or act or feel or say – is an expression because of the presence of God. It is only because of Him that the world is constructed or imagined, responded, changes and appears to us in some way.

So why bother about any start point of motion or for perfection or for pace or for time or for space or for relationships or for thoughts or for body or for motion? Whoever I am; whatever I am; whatever situation seems to become; whatever lies further; whatever thoughts come and go – I exist. Whatever I see or hear, or smell, or touch or say as a tree or a mountain or mud or stone or timber or person or bed or blue or grass or water is God as the ultimate reality and what I am saying here is a state of perception. The potential and existence is all Him and His remembrance holds the key to peace. Tendencies exist, motion exists, someone gets angry, someone scolds, someone pats a back, someone runs, someone sits – all is ok. There is variety and all is ok. There is change in terms of values, focus, output, perception of space and time, and all is ok. I do not need any reason or purpose to prove for existence. I only am. And I am non conditional, so I am blissful.

Hari Om.

Shree: Motion and change

 

160722: Shree: Motion and change

Existence in motion is always changing – I would not say it is incomplete – it changes. Motion is formed from vibrations which we call it intent or desires and that make our thoughts and perception and even the physical tangible situation. We see a situation itself means that we catch those vibrations that are perceived by the senses. Since this is the case, situations will change, people will have diverse perspectives, and space-time will keep changing. Anything that is physical is a state of vibration that also has a force behind it and a vibration and all these are interdependent on various vibrating systems. So things change and this is a property of motion. Comprehensively motion means a combination and sequence and interdependence of vibrations, forces and forms. This is called manifestation. In terms of feelings – it means perception, incompleteness, insecurity, fear and separation. A reaction to this change is “ego”. So a reaction is a “decision” of the mind that believes in mind-body phenomenon or motion.

If all things change, then it should be a natural state of acceptance of the mind. For this to happen, one should go beyond change itself – which is the soul.

In Marathi, change is referred as प्रारब्ध. Change is inevitable, should be accepted as an intrinsic part of existence and need not be controlled or worried about. Everything is the One and hence all motions indicate only the One and come from the One. Thus what are we afraid of?

Hari Om.

Shree: Divine

 

140722: Shree: Divine

existence is the only medium present that expresses in various forms of motion from vibrations to forces to forms - all is the One; all is divine; all is existence. whatever or whoever we are, in terms of space and time - is God and not us. we think separately, in fear, in ego, in motion - but it is only a state of existence that makes us perceive and respond to situations, which we ourselves fabricate or create.

all is only imagination, so all gets formed and all can be dissolved to consciousness. what i say or do, the existence of i - all is God. So God is the only reality and others are only notional forms.

i worry a lot and somehow i feel that i am generating these  thoughts. there may be million reasons for this a defense but all is generated as a state of mind born from ego.

the question  is  - is the worry required and what causes worry? thoughts are continuous because of changing vibrations and these are not us. it is upto us to become something and imagine something and make a product out of anything - this is the potential of consciousness. Only God makes, not us. we do not have any independent existence, but are only formed notionally from divine presence. so situations are of our own making. irrespective of anything or any situation or any state or any motion, bliss can still be realized. concentrate, focus and trust. things happen; change occurs and all conveys God's presence. Let things be as they are and let them come and go - let thoughts come and go. it is not your doing. you can choose to select a thought and develop it or leave it. the You behind the thought is eternal.

am i really a thought? should i be supposed to be identified by anything? identity is like riding a thought and the only thought to be rode is God. All other thoughts really just come and go as a medium of the mind. become steady. i am not good or bad or small or fat or dark or light or anything. I am nothing to be defined or to be evaluated. situations are nothing. motion is nothing. what only is  - is God.

Hari Om.

Shree: Two things

 

Shree: Two things

 

change is the only constant. today morning we were enjoying the moment of rains falling on mountains and then i remembered that after a few days people will see a dry spell of rains and then complain again. they complain today, they complain tomorrow. in the same way, our enjoyment is conditional and hence there is pain since there is an expectation of lifelong enjoyment. this leads to inquire what gives lasting enjoyment? then we say desires and material benefits or fitness of mind and body. now the basic building block of motion - vibrations keep changing - and hence all other things that make up thoughts and perceptions and materials will obviously change. we are conditioned to perceive as motion and hence our responses are conditioned too. it is a sure receipt for pain. why this distinction, evaluation, judgment and separation?

ask yourself. and the answer is to transcend these barriers. so be undisturbed by any change of mind and body for we are NOT the perception. what i see today or tomorrow and have seen yesterday is only some imagination which is not supposed to say anything to indicate anything about me. do not infer what is seen - only infer that it is transient, fleeting and changes but all that is not me. so my existence and bliss is independent of anything getting felt  - this is me. concentrate on this idea and become silent. we cannot say anything about what that may mean to others who are too close to us and what our response will generate and this question will be transcended only when we realize that others responses do not inform what we should do or think or feel. any vibration will generate a situation - either it will generate God or motion.

saying something about philosophy can still cause pain and present inability to express deep things. this state is to be accepted regardless of whatever it may make you feel. this state will go away too and trust in goodness of existence is therefore to be practiced, to be reinforced and become. patience and trust is fundamental that develops into love.

Hari Om.

Shree

 

120722: Shree

existence is the only reality - the phenomenon of silence, motion, perception, change, variables, vibrations, mind and body and subsequent pulls/ urges/ decisions/ effort/ consistency. we perceive "something" (an aspect of the medium) and the perception is of tangible things/ elements that inform our thoughts and vice versa. what we perceive is a state of existence; of the One. depending on our vibrations, we construct our perception of the One. The One and us are one and the same, except we do not realize it - our true nature of unconditional bliss. the entire inquiry is based on nature of existence - which a human being is gifted to contemplate and respond to this inquiry - hence evolution is possible. some are unaware of this capacity; others are aware but are afraid to tread the path; others try to take the path and sometimes fall or go ahead; yet others consistently go ahead but await realization; and a few lucky ones are those on whom the grace of God dawns and they become liberated.

the truth is one and the same and is absolute and is only the One. Wake up to it. Accept whatever comes, stay focused, concentrate on the process, do your duty and become unconditional. you are the only reality - "others" are a fabrication of the mind.

Hari Om.

Shree: Silence

 

110722: Shree: Silence

vibrations are. one need not say anything about them or complain about them or anything. by fully accepting what these seem to be and how situations get created, we may become peaceful and unconditional and go beyond the limitations of purpose. evaluating, self assessing, logic, judgments, defense are a part of ego or separation and we think that life should be in particular ways and time is running short and hence perfection is to be achieved by resolving some situation/ some place/ some time. this is a state of thinking and this keeps us engaged because we keep wondering that the answer lies in solving some puzzle of an incomplete picture. all is a construct, so why resolve anything? or why be worried about trying to resolve something? why this urge? and what are we losing? to ask for a solution or a product or a situation is to always give one a sense of incompleteness since "asking", "urging", "expecting" are aspects of motion and hence these thoughts will continue. therefore when you ask something to be resolved, you are still getting engaged in the world of motion. thus worry is a cycle of thoughts based on vibrations and attachment to mind-body perception. as long as there is worry or fear or stress, there are innumerable cycle of thoughts. one can choose to go beyond these.

the effort is to not identify with this compelling force of vibration and become silent. by being silent, we are not being answerable to anything and we need not and the world is not our doing or our responsibility or our initiation. silence is renunciation/ withdrawal/ introspection/ decoupling with motion/ unconditional existence/ bliss.

philosophy is to forgo the purpose of action born from ego. only God does - we are just a wave of manifestation that come and go. anyone can achieve this state since this seed is implanted in all humans. this state is accessible from any situation so any situation is perfect to become the One. God is. Realize this.

Hari Om.

 

Shree: decoding anxiety

 

Shree: decoding anxiety

anxiety generates compulsion to control all unknown and known factors "right now" and expect a static unchangeable product that assures our own stability. this is going to grow in the future with all factors seem interlinked from philosophy to psychology to self to other to geography to history to climate to systems to AI to anything "under the sun". our bliss is independent of any foreseeable or unforeseen variables, since bliss itself is independent of variables - lies beyond variables in fact. the question of why this happens is not answered in the world of motion and that is exactly we need to realize as bliss and making ourselves steady, grounded, simple in existence. we worry about future, space-time, relations, responses, progress, pace, fields, careers, and motion of any kind. do your duty and leave the rest to God since he is the only absolute truth and all roads are Him. we worry about the self and the mind and that too is God. my worth is not dependent or conditioned to any of the variables imagined by the mind. So I am separate from mind - I am purely blissful and that is all there is to it.

Hari Om.

Shree: Realization

 

070722: Shree: Realization

God is independent of anything or any laws of manifestation. therefore the question of "why" am I supposed to take His name becomes logically limited and it is only a matter of trust and consistency in this belief of His presence. this means that do not seek causal logics, do not argue on the nature of manifestation, do not be bogged down by incompleteness, do not assume that the "problem" lies at some place or at some time and therefore the solution lies again by resolving a situation at some place or some time. Place or time are our own imagination and not something concretely located or absolute in nature - they have their temporal values and hence we try to resolve imagination or vibration, but this has to be seen in a very tranquil manner  - so that we see or sense some presence "beyond" all vibrations. all this means that manifestation is incidental and of our own state of mind  - the product of which is "many", separation, fear, change, space-time, ego, mind-body, forms, interdependence, cyclic connections. all these words convey our imagination. we create it, so it is there; else they might not have been there.

therefore what is there to control anyway? since there is no start point which is permanent or converging or has space and time definition, things become interconnected, fluid in themselves and hence existence in motion is relative and made by our mind. we are talking therefore of the SAME and ONE medium that gets perceived as "many", otherwise what was the need for control anyway? in other words, this also means, that existence, bliss are independent and absolute of any conditions of motion or cannot be calculated or controlled or grasped through the laws of motion - it requires realization.

we think, we expect, we resolve, we act, we relate, we form relationships, we say, we act, we go, we stand, we read, we write - all is by the imagination or vibration that means separation and fear (as a state of existence) and hence we do it. proving anything or discussing or debating does not mean me or does not make our existence or worthiness valid on these actions. Worthiness as divinity is beyond all this and anything we  do is divine.

thus whatever we do, have patience, know that God is the only reality and His Will sees, thinks, works, acts, becomes something and is full of Love and unconditional existence. whatever we may feel about ourselves as incomplete, impermanent, fear, not knowing the way ahead, dilemma, responses by others and so on - all is stating God's existence and He is the only reality. He is there and that is all.

even in philosophical terms, each effort in going within oneself from forms to forces to vibrations is  going to present different states of imaginations for which we will perceive, expect something, experience pain and have an incomplete picture and then again question and encounter further steadier states till God is realized. thus the pain and idea of change and impermanence is inevitable and necessary for evolution and to finally become unconditionally blissful. how such transformation happens is only to be trusted and one is only required to be at it.

Hari Om.

 

Shree: One to many and reverse

 

 

Shree: One to many and reverse

we always keep creating forces and forms. where does this introspection lead to? role of vibrations in making personal, relational and societal perceptions. all space-time constructs and material aspects either individually or collectively can be linked to vibrations.

in terms of vibrations, the world is not linear and is not divided as past, present and future. through vibrations, the mind can become anything, connect to any life form, go to past lives or future lives and change in scale and time. this means that constructs of past, present and future are imaginations and hence can be recreated or be made real enough for its relevance. the past is never dead and neither the future is yet  to come - all matters is the "present" that includes all. all moments keep changing by vibrations and that is what we feel as reality. "reality" is what we seem to see, feel, think, make, and consider ourselves separate from situations. reality is a version of absolute consciousness - only a version. the extent of separateness is more in forms and none in consciousness  - the pendulum swinging from the One to many - but essentially it is the same medium that vibrates. thus many is an illusion or a figment of our imagination and the only way to feel calm is to work on it as nothing else matters. it is ONLY one medium beyond everything.

Hari Om.

Shree: creation

 

040722: Shree: creation

creation is and existence is. there need not be any question of complaint or guilt or apprehension about anything. creation is so subtle in our minds or as vibrations that we perceive the world based on that. hence it is imagination or a potential to become something. in all this imagination, feelings exist, intents are present, forces and forms materialize and analysis happens and change is perceived. go deeper and deeper and become steady in imagination. none of the vibrations is to be afraid of or controlled. all situations, people, tendencies express and that is there to it. the journey is in knowing this idea of steadiness and becoming the same. the Lord loves us unconditionally and hence we are born and imagine anything we wish to - all things are valid and all things happen by God and God is present in all time scales and space. It is by Him that everything happens. He is the start point and then everything else as motion and construct and imagination. this fact we may not realize it today or become today, but we have the capacity of becoming so. have patience and have trust. He is there. we can focus on anything and make it real. focus on the Lord. currently we know only half of the picture and is coloured by our perceptions so the picture keeps changing like the mist. things will happen when they have to and motion will happen in any way it has to. but I am always there as Soul.

Hari Om.

Shree: Love

 

030722: Shree: Love

Man, as a phenomenon, is incomplete. It is a combination of the invisible and the apparent visibility of the form. The medium is the same - One – but felt in many forms by the nature of vibrations which bring about change, dependence, transformations, separations, fears, forces, forms and so on. The medium is One, let us remember this. All things come from beyond, take a shape by forces or vibrations, dissolve after some time. If this is the case, there is not a moment of existence that is not without God! Understand this process again and again. All is from Him and is a given. All things happen for good and all things have a message, have learning, have a potential and become something. Let all things happen and do not impose anything, no matter the urge in you to do so. All things happen incidentally without any form’s control and hence they come from Beyond. There is always a long term goodness in anything that happens and hence saying thank you and forgiving are our greatest strengths and they need to be deployed continuously. What things happen, what thoughts come and go, what materializes, what gets analyzed and decided and acted upon – is purely out of absolute, unconditional love – only by sheer presence of God or consciousness. This is what is being alive. We have the capacity to focus, to become, to concentrate and to be loveable – to only BE. We are already there. Anything that we see is currently coloured by our mind and body (imagination or vibration) – look for Beyond; become Beyond; become subtle; become loveable; become unconditional.

I have no control over existence – as a motion. Forms and situations (which are incomplete and change) keep getting generated by our internal vibrations and if we acquire a form or a situation, we acquire those tendencies that construct the situation! No matter how painful a person is experiencing his/her health or any other challenges, he/she will have to go through it and we can only be a witness to the same – all is God’s will and hence what He says, so it happens. Changes are incidental and they are to be accepted, perhaps even endured with patience and with gratitude. All that we perceive ought to be perceived as said by God and develop the capacity of infinite love and meet God. Love is also about accepting the self and all the projections of the past and future without any internally inflicted torment. All was/is and going to remain perfect – truly blissful. Love is about full and unconditional acceptance of vibrations and changes and manifestations. Acceptance. Gratitude. Unconditional Love.

I accept whatever comes and goes; whatever materializes; whatever is done; whatever is in store; whatever existence reveals. No need to logically structure existence in a framework – only the alignment of Love is fundamental.

Hari Om.

Shree: Unknown

 

Shree: Unknown

It is good that Unknown remains Unknown! This means that effort is required to go Beyond – the trigger of all causes. Unknown is what we are eventually, coming from Unknown and journey being because of the Unknown and dissolving into the Unknown! This means that Unknown is the Ultimate Reality and which is blissful and unconditional, eternal and beyond space and time. Space and time may seem visible and perceivable – but actually representing a form of the Unknown and constructing intent, tendencies or forces, imagination and physically distinct entities. All takes place simultaneously and there is no start point or end point. Whatever I say or do and represent or think – represents the Unknown and manifested form of Unknown.

Thus, things happen, how they materialize is a wonder, when and where they materialize is again a wonder of potential force, and how am I here and where will I go is again a wonder to be felt and not questioned. The idea of control is very limited, for what is it that is absolute in the world of motion and what is true to be considered and what is of any value to be continued? Imagination is about vibrations that cause all the pulls and this seems to be a tendency of motion – so what of it?

Hence the question is from where do these pulls come? This is the One. The moment visibility comes in; there is separation, fear, judgment, evaluation and pain. The moment things can be brought into physical domain, there is critique. So become Unknown while in manifested form. Let go of everything; surrender to the Unknown and do everything as a potential of God. Have no attachment but only love.

Hari Om.

 

 

Shree: control

 

Shree: control

There is perhaps a perception that by multitasking and delegating things for people at various fronts, situations can be controlled, time can be controlled, and space can be controlled and so on. Controlling a visible thing is an idea that is limited in imagination itself since “imagination” creates this expectation of perfect control or refinement. This is an urge or a vibration and this will keep erupting and affecting us a long as we let it affect us!

The point is that I am not the imagination and not the change or the perception or the situation or the vibration or anything that seems to tell me to control. The urge to control is deep rooted and a phenomenon of creation – a force or a vibration getting formed from Beyond and taking hold of us! This is consciousness expressing through us as visible form.

This urge is something to be seen or observed but need not be complained about. In fact I think that to complain anything about manifestation is the same as complaining about God. There may be a reason and even beyond that, why things are the way they are and how existence is. Embrace it and be at peace!

Hari Om.

Shree: Life

 

020722: Shree: Life

There is only Invisibility and absoluteness. When this takes a form of manifestation, It is perceived as many and forces and motion and relationships. From that aspect, everything that is perceived by the senses (which means ‘us’) is all One. Condensation of consciousness results into vibrations and formation of space and time and forces and matter. In other words, talking in terms of forces and forms, we and space and time is a compressed form of consciousness that has begun to take some other properties. Where do these properties “come from”? Psychologically this compression is thoughts or intent. Spiritually, this compression is vibrations. Consciousness vibrates and creates motion and results in forces and forms. What I see is all a result of this phenomenon. Therefore who is this “I”? Again the phenomenon of consciousness compressing into motion and changing. The reverse is also true – expansion of manifestation into pure consciousness. This play of compression and expansion keeps on happening for eternity.

Although above is spoken from physical dimension, it also results into changing perceptions of different states of mind from the most subtle (and hence least visible) to the most gross (and hence easily visible and changing at a faster rate). With this, the nature of thoughts existing in different states also undergoes changes and takes on certain tendencies. This nature makes certain forms or worlds visible to us and therefore “real”. We are involved in this play of consciousness and this is called existence. Another takeaway of this relationship is that vibration makes or creates situations and forms, which are changeable. And vibration is God’s Will that manifests.

Now the point is what is the whole point of becoming aware of this entire phenomenon? And can this phenomenon be relatable to us? Being aware of the phenomena and fully accepting it means that it has become relatable to us. This means that there is no need to question vibrations, changes, separation, and tendencies of any kind, space, time, visibility and non visibility. I am what I am – where have I come from, and why and why these situations (good or bad), why certain responses, why these thoughts, why these relationships, where will all this lead, when will it end and so on – need not be worried about, since we are not absolute. All above things are from imagination of separation. The problem is that we label ourselves depending on above changes or relationships and that is bound to cause discomfort, since that is the nature of motion and attachment with it. In fact I do not think that it is a ‘problem’ to be resolved – it only is a situation of existence.

Being peaceful with this knowledge requires patience and practice. When someone says something or does something, do we really see the truth in what we are seeing or is it coloured with so much of our own internal talk that analysis and inferences become distorted? So much so for our disappointments, anger or sadness!

What is change after all? What initiates it? How does change materialize and how does that get perceived? These are fundamental questions and being grounded with those questions can offer us peace. It is not to feel compelled or guilty about these questions that arise in our minds – it is only that the presence of Beyond is acknowledged and to be realized by us.

Thus, what life I have currently, what I do, what I think is all ok, since it is only about God that we are thinking and becoming, so nothing ought to be a contradiction or a dilemma. Nothing ought to create a discomfort or attract any tendency and get rooted in us. If tendency is what will eventually materialize, then it is always better to focus only on becoming God. And in the process of becoming God, all other tendencies can just come and go, changes can come and go, situations can come and go, motions can keep happening but we are none of this visibility.

Hari Om.