Shree

 

Shree

being silent is a strength. action without expectation is a strength. just being is a strength. remembrance of God behind everything; every manifestation is required. this is not the first life i have had or am experiencing and neither this would the last. in this existence, i only am - as action, as response as connections, as tranquility, as something or the other. that something or the other does not inform my worth or justification or evaluation or anything or even feelings. what is received, is received with full acceptance. it is His Will that is valid and works through us. if certain things ought to manifest, they would, if certain things ought to get perceived, they would, if certain changes ought to materialize, they would, if certain movements ought to happen, they would. thoughts would come and go, so would feelings, so would a body and this coming and going will create some changing perception (temptations, tendencies, pulls, repulsions and so on) and one would be tempted to be distracted by all these engagements. distraction is the effect of ego. it happens, so it must be a part of learning.

however, life is not a linear track and neither is it purely logical or conditional or anything for that matter. life is life and in it there is always a place for silence and tranquility. 'i' am not logically made - i am from consciousness coming all the way to vibrations and momentum and a form and manifestation and connections and this too happens in billion ways and is mysterious. accept this phenomenon with an open heart and a neutral meaning and a compassionate feeling why am i here and why should i be here - need NOT be evaluated as questions at all! well, i am here! i am of Divine fabric - just as everything else is. the seed of everything is Divine. logic is limited because it predicts sequences and applies everything as a formula and hence thinks that it can "control" new experiences or shape them. that is equally applicable for philosophy. because life does not turn out logically and becomes unpredictable, there exists a place for - trust and becoming unconditional. trust can develop when the aspect of "eternity" and "One medium" is felt. everything already exists - nothing actually comes or forms or changes or goes and even if something does undergo changes or remains dependent or anything for that matter, it is still an aspect of existence that is always there. so generally an awakening within us is required. many times we respond based on flawed understanding of self where ego is prominent and we act through ego. this is harmful for the self, which is connected with the cosmic web. there is no need to respond or react or shout or run or keep producing anything nor of any expression or of proving any point. all is shortsighted concept - rise beyond all this and become steady in tranquility.

it is always His Divine Action that takes place and in His presence i exist and breathe. God is to be trusted for everything He offers and makes. there need not be any place for doubt or fear. in inculcating trust, there may be experiences meant for us to undergo and learn. that is inevitable part of evolution. accept it with an open heart.

Hari Om.