Shree: Seed

 

Shree: Seed

Overthinking is a problem.

We undertake thinking on two fronts – the first one is when the “situation” is felt and a compulsion arises to respond to a situation and then we think of pros and cons of the decisions to be undertaken and that results in a “loop”. The second one is when the outside situation is perfectly stable but “we” (internal world of thoughts) overthink of issues and complexities and perceive a situation extremely taxing or stressful. This means that there are no compartments as external and internal and what one affects and informs and projects onto the other. While doing so (projection) the perception changes in such a manner that it is always a work of “imagination” that one perceives summarily and as a wavering pursuit and variable phenomenon and dependent and fuild and not any absolute existence at all! What is perception anyway? Is there anything outside (only) that makes a reality – the answer is “no” since the inside vibrations construct a reality. Is there anything “inside” (only) that makes a reality? – the answer is “no” since it is formed from many outside factors and the phenomenon of body and mind and vibrations. So there seems to be a continuous medium of vibrations that generates “points” or a feeling of independent minds and bodies or forms.  Since there occurs a feeling of independence, there seems to be a feeling of separation which establishes a ;anguage f connection of some kind.

There has to be a connection of vibratons and forces while perceicing the self and anything else and these vibrations themselves create the universe of change and forms.

Being steady means to not get disturbed or identified by the overthinking mind or by the mind at all. There are “layers” of mind (or of existence) and one goes from most gross to most subtle and steady.

I am not defined by any variables or systems. What I perceive and even the notion of “I” cannot define who I am or what is my worth or how am I supposed to be evaluated. If there is no “I”, is that a problem?! The generation or creation of motion or uiverse of forms is linked with vibrations that also make “me”. Hence to dissolve the self means to dissolve the universe or to go beyond the conditions and meaning set by motion. This does not mean rejection – but to make “patterns” of life possible. I am not defined by pressures or performances or formula or sequence or time or space or relationship or any construct – none of them define me. This needs to be reminded again and again to the self. The force that creates phenomena is of God’s existence and not mine. That is the seed of becoming.

The fundamental pattern is of trust in existence. I am already there without any vibrations. This requires to be realized.

Hari Om.