Shree: Vicious loop

 

Shree: Vicious loop

Presence of consciousness is default – so much so that It cannot be even thought about or argued! It comes prior to anything prior! Something happens in this medium (as a property of becoming), takes shape, vibrates, and creates a force and then a form. Since the medium is One, any form of manifestation from vibrations to forces and forms remain interconnected as a web – so there is no difference in forms and the validity of form is a phenomenon in itself – not something absolutely independent of consciousness. All that we see comes from consciousness and is connected with consciousness.

Despite all of this I remain connected with feelings and why they get generated and why they need to be expressed and how they are not addressed in the current system based world. Fragmentation, speed, disconnection, disorientation, purposeless creates stress and anxiety – as feelings. We do not remain calm, we want to get things done as soon as possible, we are not calm, we do not let things happen on their own, we expect control, we hurt many things, we are not clear as to what we want or don’t want. We may say many things and express many things – yet since the internal intent is not clear – we blurt out unstoppable jargon, out of fear and anger and even endorse it and justify it! Overall effect is a loss of sense of publicness, a dead silence in public thinking, loss of collective values and apathy towards collective will for the good of mankind or good of environment.

This is a new experience getting created in the mind – it is only going to accelerate and worsen. Many people perhaps believe to curb this feeling by inventing (so they say) more and more forms of absolute control in the name of coordination and management!

I have to say that their assumption is way off the mark of pacifying the agonies of the mind!  

If one wishes to know that mind means an intent then one should also inquire what does one mean by aligning the intent, what seems to be an intent that calms the mind, how it connects with the situation, how intent should get formed and what it means to belong in this world.

By more and more formation of connected or coordinated systems, it actually makes mind inflexible, unable to discuss any concept which may be triggered beyond a system, and unable to offer a solution in a complex web of system based performance. Ironically, to save oneself of the trouble of connecting or “changing the world” (whatever that may mean; one resolves to be concerned “only about the immediate self”. But that too is an illusion since the individual self is always connected with the collective and to remain self absorbed is a kind of a death knell for the individual and the collective!

So we are in a vicious loop of self doom!

 

Hari Om.