Shree: Why the
straight face?!
Despite whatever we
may think or do to “resolve” something, things will become, take a form,
respond to vibrations and so forth. We may think we might have attended to
something, but I feel things are not bounded at all – they are “always there as
vibrations” and hence our own trigger of vibrations stay longer enough –
probably eternally – despite our movements in phenomenal world. So sense of time,
place and people is not a bounded activity but a seamless, continuous
experience that spills over onto many other things and hence even if we
may show some sort of “controlled face” to the other person, we are actually
not acknowledging this basic truth of interconnectedness of things!
“Why the straight
face?!” is what I am asking here. There is no need for anything straight or to
appear in some way, as if we “are or should be” in control of “things”! What
things indicate of self is immaterial to the sense of peace as vibration.
People somehow have
this tendency to show a straight face to others. The more the fragmentation
occurs in life, relationships, careers, work and so on, more will be the self
imposed demands to “maintain a straight face” (although you are already aware that
you are waiting to burst from within!).
I think in these
times, we have to accept that we are scattered as experiences and an
appropriate sequence of wholesomeness “is a project in the making” (and I need
to be totally ok with this situation).
This has big time
repercussions on many things. Let us take it one by one.
The idea of self is
dependent on vibrations and perceptions of many things from situations to
people to tendencies to imaginations to materiality of life to work to action
and so on – a self inflicted circle of life. The more one becomes aware of this
cycle, perhaps one wishes to “resolve it” (the dilemma or the struggle). It
can’t be fixed. Let us accept this and it is better to leave things as they are
and realize that nothing really ought to get fixed!
The idea of work
and the urge to excel, reap in money or material benefit and know all and be
all and be an expert in everything – too much of a burden. Then we think,
analyze, sequence out things, plan, execute and review with the hope of
learning something and refining. Be loose in this endeavor because there are
many things that influence an action nowadays. Philosophically there are forces
that influence or make an action and in the era of fragmentation, there is a
whole range of distraction that does the same thing! Inside and outside there
appears as “no control”. So relax, for to expect some control can become a
nightmare!
In relationships –
death of everything is inevitable and one cannot escape death. There is no such
thing as “being prepared”! “Now” is always the time we have to “be”, so enjoy
the same. Why people say something, behave in some weird ways, expect
something, do something nasty and cause pain is a mysterious thing that needs
to be decoded and accepted without any evaluation.
My life (one’s
life) is not at all dependent on any sequence or a variable or an idea of
change or any development or any form or any inevitability for that matter.
Life is only that – life.
How things happen
and how they exist and what is Existence is actually One continuous medium of
being that apparently gets compartmentalize (when the Force generates “we”) and
this causes stress to us. I am the compartmentalized version of the Truth, so
my perception is incomplete, changing and painful. Creation means to be compartmentalized
and imagine things and let those affect us as a cycle. We need learning of many
things and we need to become Silence.
Hari Om.
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