Shree

Shree 

I have realised that things can't be solved immediately since they are fragmented in nature. You have to wait for proper alignment of all fragments for a solution to get implemented. Therefore we operate in a perpetual fluid scenario of things. 

It's annoying at times. But there is no use of annoyance in times of extreme fragmentation and speed (as a consequence). Not taking fragmentation personally is an important learning and not considering it my sole responsibility to clear off the fragments calls for patience, focus, forgiveness and of course practice. 

In times such as these, it should matter little why things seem to go out of control (always) and why the hell should I be summoned again and again to fix the solution, whereas the domino effect could possibly have been triggered somewhere else by somebody  (who might equally be clueless of his/ her actions in the chain of events)! To safeguard ourselves from getting our hands burned repeatedly for fixing things that even remotely doesn't concern us and which would again draw a flack and some thankless glance from people, one tends to stay aloof or silent when the house starts burning or the boat starts to leak in the mid sea. Of course it's everyone's problem and at the same time nobody's!.. but this classic dilemma doesn't do anything good for the situation but perhaps ends up burning the entire house or sinking the boat and you are (yet) convinced that you had nothing to do whatsoever with this damned scenario! The best response would be then to take the flight or look autonomous like a camouflaged chameleon. 

Now that's the contemporary nature of "memory" - speed, fragment, unaligned, unaware, deterministic, logical, ungrateful, thankless, problem solving, tunnel vision and so on. 

In the contemporary world of work, although one should refrain from making any blanket statements, above is the perpetual experience of "living on the edge"....!!

But for those who care, it becomes a frustrating reminder that one can't escape the situation no matter what it might rightfully appear to you. So...you do your job! 

Hari Om.